I am a bad friend. As much as I enjoy spending every waking hour (literally...) with my best friend in the whole wide world, I feel so entirely guilty. I need to figure out my situation.. but, god help me, I don't know how to bring it up. I want so bad to keep things friendly and not end up looking like the bitch of the century... but is that too ( Read more... )

my birthday is tomorrow...oooooh man i am stoked! big 1-8 baby!!!!

You Are a Chihuahua Puppy


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I hung out at la casa de waffles this morning with Spencer,Peter,and Billy- that was cute. But all hell broke loose once I got to first period.Oh yeah.I was one pissed off little camper ( Read more... )

I was so tired today.I felt bad that I wasn't my chipper self for all my acquaintances...but after last night,I'm spent.I guess what just happens periodically-- it just hits me like a ton of emotional bricks.I have so much to look forward to,and I let my home shit make me feel like a worthless piece?? Kate,who the hell are you turning into ( Read more... )

I have always carried within me a dark side that I've hidden with bright allusions and an irony as finely wrought as lace. I had so mastered the strategies of camouflage that my own history seems a series of well-placed mirrors that have kept me hidden from myself ( Read more... )

I can't wait! I love that feeling of anxious/excited fun-ness, you know? These are the days I live for... when every little thing makes me smile. Waiting isn't that great, but at least I know it'll be worth it ( Read more... )

Gah! Too damn much going on all at once! Get this: GUESS who randomly has the balls to show up at my house today?? Joel Johnson.What ( Read more... )

I want it always to be this good forever-- but howwww many times have I said that? I know I need to just appreciate the good times while I have them, but it's always the minute I get comfortable SOMEthing happens. I thought I knew someone, totally let myself go, and paid dearly for it. God. What I wouldn't give to change that. Anything ( Read more... )

I guess just thinking about everything has made me see things a little more clearly. I think maybe I just freaked out the other day. Yeah, dating sucks because I don't know how to act ( Read more... )