I can even tell you how suprised I am that Zac really IS a great guy. AAH! I mean, his little chihuahua is of course my main man right now, but little Diego has a little competition, I'll say that much.lol.We watched a movie at his place last night, and I paid more attention to the dog than him. hehe- I just love that little furball. He admitted he ( Read more... )

Today has been so complicated! Jeff calls me and says he's got 2 extra tickets to the 311 concert and invites me to go and party with our buddies from school!! So I naturally call Zac to take with me.We had the whole night planned out, and I call Jeff back and tell him I can buy the tickets, and he tells me that the "two" tickets were for me and ( Read more... )

I am such a bitch. Really ( Read more... )

So, on a lighter note, me and Zac have been hanging out just about everyday for a while. He's a great guy... we always seem to hang out on accident!Lol. I don't know how that works. Hm. Anywho- I don't quite know what to make of it just yet. Aly asked me today if he was my boyfriend (oh yeah,and he was right next to me totally in earshot), I told ( Read more... )

I am so kicking myself; I feel like the biggest idiot ever. You know what I SHOULD have said?? I should have said, "Hey, I need to get something off my chest. No, I'm not seeking any particular reaction or result, I just need to BE STRAIGHT with you (like we always say...). However, if I totally crash and burn and make an ass out of myself, please ( Read more... )

Let's just get this out and on the table ( Read more... )

At birth, men are allotted just as many tears as women. But, because they are forbidden to shed them, they die long before women do; with their hearts exploding and their blood pressure rising or their livers eaten away by alcohol because that lake of grief in their hearts has no outlet. They, men, die because their faces were never watered enough ( Read more... )

Pain doesn't travel in straight lines. It circles around and creeps up on you from behind.
It's the circles that kill you.

How come I have to be the joke??? It's like I'm back in middle school where boys would pretend to like me, then make fun of me. I dunno, here's my story: I'm hanging out in the commons with sophia, (of course, joels johnson and ruben are in within the vicinity, ehhh), johnson walks away, but all of the sudden the most beautiful kid calls out my ( Read more... )

I heard it. Oh man, why does this always happen? He always mentioned this song when he was trying to describe how he felt-- and I never really knew. I heard the song, and I wanted to bad just to talk to him- just tell him how much it took me back and made me miss, well...everything. I like the song, and would have put it on my keith urban mix, but ( Read more... )