The worst has come to pass ( Read more... )

Yeah...

Fuck.

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I cast my vote over a week ago by mail. Almost everyone I know has voted, even those who don't normally vote. But we're waiting for results coming in starting tomorrow to know-- Will we continue as the imperfect democratic republic that we are? Or will we succumb to lies and hate and become a fascist autocracy or even an oligarchy run by ( Read more... )

I haven't felt like writing. I haven't had much new to write about. Basically, I'm hanging on as best I can thru a lot of anxiety and illness ( Read more... )

I've had Covid 3 times, each time with debilitating migraines that lasted for months afterwards. Concurrently, I've also had an increase in my brain fog and fatigue issues.

And... the research on the subject is not particularly reassuring. >=^(

Check out this article, it's the free version without a paywall. Thanks, Alaska!
alaskabeacon.com/2024/ ( Read more... )

It seems like months since I remembered any dreams. Probably because my sleep has been so terrible. I need to sleep well and deeply to "wake up" during my dreams. If I'm exhausted, then nothing comes up. My dreams also seem to go "away" for me consciously when I'm in crisis, and last year well into this spring, I was. Then the migraines hit... ( Read more... )

Ah! Life goes on! Hiding in darkness does not make the world go away, but it does mean that when I pop up again I have a slew of issues to contend with that were just piling up ( Read more... )

I feel so grateful for my normal "low functioning" state because after being below that for months--? Low functioning feels like winning a marathon! I had another (luckily both short and mild) migraine yesterday, and no thanks!

I'm not sure what inflammation Covid is causing to my brain, but I am grateful as hell that somehow, eventually, my body ( Read more... )

Yeah, I know... it's been awfully quiet here lately, eh ( Read more... )

I. Am. So. Sick. And. Tired. Of. Being. Sick. And. Tired ( Read more... )