holy lurking lj oh my. it's been a long time. myspace madness has occurred. 

Hmmm... It sure has been awhile. I am quite tempted to ramble on in an obscure metaphorical way about how trying the past (insert period of time) has been but I do swear to avoid that temptation. I miss many of you. I miss warm winter nights with all of your faces and the rank smell of dirty keg bucket in the morning. I suggest a gathering/and/or ( Read more... )

I've spent the last week walking around in a daze. I don't know if I'm coming or going half the time. I just can't sort out my thoughts. I've always been the type to run at the slightest twang of doubt but not this time. I want this. Bad. He is wonderful... I'm worried about introducing him my friends though, for some reason I feel like there's ( Read more... )

For the first time in my life a man is interested in me. Yes, you read that right, a man; all 27 years of him. I can think of a thousand and seven reasons why it feels wrong... but the biggest one is a burden I've carried for almost eight years now. Something that no matter how much I know I should turn my back on I can't. I'm still just waiting ( Read more... )

Thank God for sunshine. I can feel summer teeming in my bones. YESSSSSSSS!!!! I have a lot on my plate the next couple months, but tis okay because it all involves driving away from Buffalo. Mmmm... camping.

Countdown to Dancing In The Sand:
48 Days

For the first time in recent memory I actually can not find a way to put my thoughts into words. This idea is troubling me so much that I think I just ought to off myself. I feel distant and disconnected from all of you, my entire family, and, worst of all, myself. Growing up without a goal is difficult. It truly feels as though I'm being forced by ( Read more... )

I am big time bummin. Just once I would like to know what it feels like to actually not give a fuck. I do a phenomenal job of acting like I don't but I do. About everyone and everything wayyyyyyyyyy too much. I feel like my mind is going to explode. I've repressed and dealt with so much bullshit in 20 years I'm surprised I can still see straight. I ( Read more... )

" and he skedad-skedad-skedaddled away!"
- Bobby

And he said, "Let there be livejournal." And there was ( Read more... )

Happy St. Patty's Day Lovelys.

"I would totally cum all over that."