Ultimately, I am stretching myself too thinly. How can I do everything?! I can't...

On Friday morning I got a call from a recruitment company, on behalf of a competitor based in Nottingham, asking me if I wanted to work for them. The recruiter already had my CV from a year ago, when a similar position came up. I guess that counts as being head hunted, I guess ( Read more... )

You know when you try something, and don't expect it to work, and then it DOES work and it's ever so magically amazing? yeah, that just happened.

And I'm a very giddy boy right now.

But I'll stay quiet about it, because I know what I'm like...

Today I feel amazing, you know when you're at work and you really get into that zone, and everything flows ( Read more... )

Another night where I barely sleep is it?

Edit: Got two hours, small victory....

Today I crossed off one major milestone that I've been trying to hit, again and again. I passed my driving theory test ( Read more... )

Isn't it amazing how a small thing can really turn things around? I've definitely been overly negative in the last few days, there have been many many reasons to be. I count 4, all very serious. That's quite a lot ( Read more... )

Just spent the last four hours in bed trying to get to sleep, but I just can't, I can't even get tired. My mind just won't stop thinking, bringing up memories... it's an utter nightmare and I'm not even asleep. I feel a bit selfish now I've said it, but I really need some sleep and haven't had much of it in a few weeks... doesn't help that with ( Read more... )

Well we're a whole seven days into 2012 and already someone I know (well, knew) has died ( Read more... )

Everything feels so incredibly empty...

I had written more, but it's pointless. The message is the same. Empty...

I hope it's temporary, everything felt so good yesterday.