Whats the point in working anything out with anyone?! I know that nothing ever works for me, I get scared and dont want to get hurt. Maybe I try to hard and thats probably my down fall. I am not sure when I will have the ability to date anyone let alone step into another relationship, cause I hate getting hurt, let alone get heart broken. It takes ( Read more... )

LOL when a girl wants to push you away they will think of any reason too. Why is a girl so set on making a guy feel like shit for something that is not true. believe me when I am used and then left to dry out on the side walk. I cant understand them what so ever. And I hate the fact that I make mistakes just like anyone else. Its time to own up to ( Read more... )

please excuse me for being in a bad mood but I hate my horrid life. I dont think I can ever have what I want cause I suck. Do you think that someone can change. I dont know if I feel hurt or lost. but I am not happy.

Well I am tired, upset, shaken, and left with alot to think about. I care for my ex still even though she thinks I betrayed her. Uh the truth finally comes out that she as fallen in love with me, and will forevr hate me too. I am kind of confused and refuse to work things out with her, I cant let myself get hurt again, not by her. Dammit I need to ( Read more... )

Well I am pretty much set on moving into my new place, I got the key, paid the rent, and plan on moving stuff tomorrow. I am looking to have everything out of this town house by friday and saturday. So if anyone cares to help me move into this place I would like to have some help. I don't have much but I can make the move in two days. I am happy ( Read more... )

For the longest time there were certain people who had my attention. But lately they have lost my attention cause of how they acted towards me. My attention is else where, I need to focus on school and moving. I am willing to give my attention back but I don't know if I am willing to give my heart back. I have been going through alot of changes, ( Read more... )

This could be an issue that almost every guy goes throughn but girls who are always changing their minds and not being nice..........What is it when a girl tells you that they want to get back together with you and then right back they flip it back and say NO I dont think we are good for each other?! what the hell is that. I hate these test and ( Read more... )

Well I have been here chilling at my parents house, because they have gone out of town for my uncles funeral. Oh if you don't already know my uncle eddy was killed in a motorcycle accident and he was a good guy. I miss him very much! :-/ Well things could be even worse, but they are not. I think thursday night when I get off of work I am going to ( Read more... )

I am so bored here at work. there are calls after calls and i ma so fucking tired...ha what a crappy day....just tired...last night me and kristen went to see silent hill and that is one weird good movie. Kristen was confused about the movie...sorry hun its kind of confusing if you have not played the video game......wow what a crazy ending...... ( Read more... )

I am so depressed, lost, and confused about alot of things. I am so down that I feel so much pain running through me. My heart is broken and I dont know what to do to make it stop from hurting. What can I do, I dont know what! I cant stand the fact that my heart hurts so much, make it end. I dont know if my heart will ever heal from anything that ( Read more... )