I hate this world and everything that could possible go wrong. I am heartbroken and have lost everything that matters most.....I am in love and am hated for who I am and what I have done. I wish I could shoot my self in the head and end all my feelings for kristen right now. I feel like there is nothing except her for me. I want a good life not a ( Read more... )

I don't know where to begin, but for some reason I feel odd. I have been packing up for the past day and still have alot of packing to do. I am still thinking about alot of things. I want every thing to be perfect. I refuse to use the spell check on here correctly. I hate checking my grammer and spelling I am far to lazy and stubborn. I need to get ( Read more... )

I just want everyone to leave me alone. Don't talk to me!

do you know if you are making the right decisions in your life? Well thats kind of a hard thing to get an answer for. Honestly I think it really depends on what you seek to have in your life. Some times the decisions a person makes in their life are not always the right ones. Some times they are the right ones. I honestly think it depends on how ( Read more... )

well hello all not much going on here just chilling and watching tv with my bud jon....I have some exciting news I am getting an alarm and new cd deck put in my car. I am looking forward to having it put in yay.....oh and me and a bunch of friends are going to see silent hill tomorrow evening. I am looking forward to that too.....fun times are ( Read more... )

Well hello all! I am much happier now, but things could be even better! I really don't want to go into great detail. Being happy is what I want. You know being in love is probably the best feeling in the world, I believe that everyone should have someone to love! I am trying to think of what to type, so I dont make myself look like an ass. ( Read more... )

Some times I wonder where my life will go. Sometimes I just want to be alone have nothing to do with anyone else. Sometimes I just want to talk as though I don't have a care in the world. I don't know life is so confusing sometimes. I just think about alot of things, stuff, and anything going on. Oh well I am going to go maybe watch a movie to take ( Read more... )

I want to know what every one thinks about me? what are your feelings about me? be honest and I might just comment back. Tell me how you feel and think about me dammit!

I find myself self slipping into the unknown. Each day is a passing moment to find something new. This so call girl that I have started talking to seems to be a stalker or something of that nature cause she seems to know me yet I am clueless who she is. Actually I have a good idea of what is going on. I am being stalked and I know why but I don't ( Read more... )

Life and what it means to be, I sit here thinking about a great number of things. One is school and the other is how my life will play out. I am trying to understand who I am why I am in this world. I think about alot of the things. I am confused about alot of things. I don't know when I will have the ablilty to take a stride in the right direction ( Read more... )