I sit here thinking about alot of things. I cant seem to understand the reason why I try. I fail so many times that I get my feelings, my trust, my honesty, and respect hurt. Yet with bitter defeat I stand up again and take another stab at this failed life I see before my feet. To me this is how my life has always been, a challenge, a fight with my ( Read more... )

what the fuck do i talk about I am going back to school, and I am going to finish up my Computer Animation degree. Weather she is with me or not. I am trying to understand why this is happening but at the same time I am to the point where I want to get on with my life and get everything in order. I feel the need to put an end to my shitty past and ( Read more... )

I miss her so much that it hurts. I fall harder day after day and think about her all the time....she is stuck in my head......

On their first meeting Leos see Scorpios as strong and deep, someone who is mysterious and complicated but at the same time very attractive. Scorpios see Leos as powerful like themselves but in an open way which they find hard to understand. Both signs have a passionate nature so there may be tremendous sexual attraction between them. Like everyone ( Read more... )

I have been wondering why life is such a wonder. I am falling for her....I can't explain how I feel so much emotion is running through me right now. I am finding out that I want to be with her more and more......It's like life is so much better but so much worse.....I miss her even more now......I am happy but sad cause I don't see her every day ( Read more... )

You know life is a tough thing. I understand how easly it can be for me to give into my girlfriend. We had a bit of a feud earlier today and I over reacted for a stupid reason. When girls get upset they stay upset untill they either give in and start talking to you or just not talk to you at all.......Stress in ones life is a huge thing. Knowing if ( Read more... )

life is just a great thing for me tonight. I have started seeing so to speak a new girl, As far as my concern for lizzy she is out of the picture cause she does not care about me anymore. There is not much more I can do, but except the fact that it was not meant to be. I don't consider it a lose for me since she stopped talking to me. what more ( Read more... )

What is it to tell a girl to runaway from you cause she can't handle the situation?! Tell me this why do girls tell you that they are ok with you being a virgin and then they go and mock you on myspace by say "Virgins need not apply" what the fuck is she doing, saying one thing and doing another, is she testing me?!?!?!? Maybe so, I don't know!!! ( Read more... )

I am sitting here thinking about one thing and one thing only, and that would be her. I am getting more and more in patience, I cant stop thinking about her. She is becoming more and more a part of my thinking. I miss her very much, and I have a good feeling that she thinks about me too. I want to be with her more than anything. I will write more

wow What a good night I am looking forward too. I am going to a party and most likey going to spinn. have a good night all and happy new year