Quick decisions, a lifetime of permanence ( Read more... )

I wrote this a few days ago, but never had the chance to post it...

Life has been fucked up recently, so I figured I should be getting fucked up along with it. Here's a typical day in Russell household: Our main character, Luke, wakes up to a call from C. Weaver, saying that his car needs a fly wheel -- translating to an additional $400, and ( Read more... )

Cold, wintry days. Download Staind - Spleen; it's the newest song to the soundtrack of my life. I really don't know what's going on anymore, I truly don't. It's incredible how quickly life can change sometimes -- it's still the same song and yeah, it's pretty fucked up. The contempt is slowly growing and meanwhile I'm disintegrating. And maybe ( Read more... )

Everything falls apart. It's unavoidable, really -- like a crash course for destruction. One step forward and two steps back... Somedays I wake up and life isn't there to greet me. So I try and mend my sorrow and escape this maddening emptiness with the hollowness that consumes me. The very meaninglessness of my life -- such an ironic ( Read more... )

Here's Luke's random thought for the day; from yesterday, but still makes sense to me ( Read more... )

Apparently it's 7 a.m. and I have neglected to get some sleep ( Read more... )

What a fucking disappointment. America, you are a fucking disgrace ( Read more... )

I received some rather unsettling words last Tuesday evening.

( My Struggles. )

For those who watched, what did everyone think of the Presidential / V.P. Debates so far?

You might wonder how I am doing. College is fine, and aside from a chain reaction of everything fucking going wrong I've been having a good time. Maybe someday I'll actually update on my enjoyable times and what I've been doing ( Read more... )