Right now as you are sitting at your computers in your safe homes some one just like you, 19 or 20 years old, is being shot at, maybe killed in Iraq. They aren't going to be able to kiss some one they love , write a letter, get married, have kids, they aren't even going to be able to check their livejournal something you're doing right now, ( Read more... )

my body is broken, still,
this is the most terrible flu ever.
I'm prob. too doped up to form cogent thought but
it would be nice to hear your voice,
i know you feel the same emptyness in your chest.

i have the flu. I am suposed to be editing my first feature film, b.t.w. they are paying me... and i cant get out off bed, this is grim. I feel like i am dieing, i'm sure this makes some people smile as "they wish i would die."

I'm pretty sure my nipple is in the last post... yup ( Read more... )

( CANCER!!!? )

I've determined that college is just like high school other than the fact that profanity is commonplace in your classes (my cinema forum teacher who is in his 50's described a scene as "so god damn, fucking creative") that and it's okay for the students to have sex with their teachers...

Im the process of going friends only since 3/4ths of my journal could get me fired...
The internet is scary, people can find you quite easily...

It really is sad that i'm so afraid of people i dont so much care what they think finding out what i'm really like ...

Blah...

I don't want to look crude either if some one else from work sees this....

You're right, actually. I am pretty- I'm, I'm pretty troubled and I'm, I'm pretty confused. But I. . .and I'm afraid. Really, really afraid. Really afraid. But I... I... I think you're the fucking Antichrist.

Mother’s day was good, not to awkward … got her (mom) a beautiful white linen halter dress from white house black market that she LOVED, so I was happy. Went to the grandparent and sat around. I got to see Cat and lay around for a bit which was great, hehe she liked her present!. Us both working sucks hardcore …I love that girl!

I used to promise myself I would never sit in a cubicle, I would never be like my parents; selling their souls for the almighty dollar. Well I am a fucking sellout, a fucking spineless money grubbing corporate whore, I have nothing left, my entire life has been sold to MCI. Alper offered me 1000$ for two weeks in July to work on documentary in ( Read more... )