I got another of those “get out of our house and stop making us support you as soon as possible” speeches this morning. Fucking ridiculous. It’s put me in a shitty mood. On the way home I was listening to NPR and they were talking about the Hotous and Toutsie and the bloodshed etc. and a sound clip of this woman’s voice came on “we had to pass ( Read more... )

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Dear ignorant assholes: Stop reading my journal, Stop posting in it, stay the fuck out of my life; and if you are going to make ignorant, rude, comments at least have the fucking balls to say your name.

I love this girl … we had a good day … :) so people need to stop being so fucking immature.


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Today was amazing… I woke up to all kinds of fun stuff from the parents including madstone gift certificates WOHOO!!! It made me smile that they thought of me

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Today was good, I am good, things are good. I worked a double and it wasn’t so bad … I kind of have been going to work with the mindset of “fuck you fire me, I dare you”. So that makes work fun, we ate pizza and screwed around, nothing to hard. I got off and talked to my parents about tomorrow, I don’t have to go to church because I have to work ( Read more... )

It hit me kind of hard today with all the things Carolyn’s going through, I’ve never had a best friend. I don’t know whether to blame this on my own inequities or the fact that I have a nomadic family. I haven’t cried in a while … well I duno, anyways reading Carolyn’s post about Alex had me in tears. I can’t imagine loosing some one as close to ( Read more... )

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Things seem to be good, I know it’s like I only write when I am down. It’s kinda my therapy so I hope I don’t look like the misfit I am. Today was good… random fun with my Carolyn after school… driving around, pictures hehe, chairs hehe, just good …. Clean… well good fun at least! I am excited for prom, I hope Brenden doesn’t hate me I was kinda ( Read more... )

I want to kill myself, i really do, i would if i didn't have to work in an hour. I don't know what's happening. I don't want to feel like this anymore. I didnt say those things to you, i'm sorry