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I want to drink today away, I want to spend the next 86 hours in a drunk stupper forgetting I am alive and well -
Smile
There are sometimes that I cant help but smile. Not that everything is so good, cause it is not but something just makes me hopeful about what is to come. I still have no clue what it is, but it has to be something. -
Frustration.
It is annoying that there are all these sites I use or used (facebook, myspace, livejournal, twitter, etc.) and what I really want to write I cant out of worry of who would actually see it. I wish I was one of those people who could post something and be like who gets offended tough shit, and then be like "No that was not about you" or something ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: It’s a small world
There are many places I could imagine my happiest place being. As of right now, all the happy places have bad shit attached to them. But if I had to pick I would say either my time in the Berkshire Mass or at the Beach. However to answer this question honestly I would have to say I haven't found my happiest place on earth just yet. For the ( Read more... ) -
Vaca
So I have again modified the vaca I want to take. I want to fly out to Vegas for two-three days staying one night with my friend and the other night or two on the strip. From there drive to LA and stay at some hotel and check out some of the local life, theaters, clubs, comedy places, coffee house, fun time. Then maybe driving out to AZ stopping ( Read more... ) -
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So I have totally realized that I get totally obsessed with some things and it is totally unhealthy....lol ( Read more... ) -
Of Two Minds
have you ever been of two minds? Two minds that contently contradict each other. A part of me says everything will fall apart, the other part says It will all be ok. As of right now it is the later is winning and it has been for some time, but that does not stop the heart from breaking from time to time, I know things will be ok one way or the ( Read more... ) -
Higher Ground
So I love youtube. someone put up all the episodes of Higher Ground a show that I use to love when I was in high school. Watching it now after all that has gone on both out side and inside it stirs new feelings. I have seen the episodes before this but by chance the one that I randomly clicked on to play was the one where one of the girls is ( Read more... ) -
Random Rant
Okay so I though I was finally in the clear with this one guy. I have made it clear I am not into him in any way more then friends. Things have been going ok at work. Nothing odd, not a text and anything. Then all the sudden today he asks me to stop by his office. Nothing unusual since I need to drop and or pick stuff up from his office on a ( Read more... ) -
trampoline
Ok so a mind that has so much to say but no way to say it is not a great thing. But had a great time with my Coz last night and it did get me thinking about some of the stuff I talk about. I realized I am a dreamer that lacks action. Not a total bad thing actually it was perfect timing. I am starting to make some progress with my life look ( Read more... )