That weird taste in my mouth when I take out my retainer pales in comparrison to the shadows slithering through my veins whenever those moncled spectres appear in that stretch of road in the science building. It was only a dream of a hope of something more. Something scarred in the scarred eyes of a blind beggars hopeless requiem and the prophets ( Read more... )

Is love hidden glances? Those shallow desires that compell you to turn around one last time and make sure they haven't died while you were watching the path ahead of you for one second? Is it the fear that anything you might do could hurt them, or that it would seem stupid in their eyes? Is it their eyes themselves that you look into and fall into ( Read more... )

Today was the 3rd day of school and it was oh-so-exciting. It started off with a sub for tennis class, colored graphite, and conspiracies in the night. After Spanish it was postage, customs, challenges, and want of a greater good. Then it was Trig. and hell... Ms. Morton took five students out of Shih's third period Trig. class and I was one of ( Read more... )

the darkening feeling in the hearts of all; a noble sacrifice based upon the idea that we all have a soul and that it desperatley wants to be free and to kill those that aren't deemed just by that one true or false questionaire in your local church's livingroom ( Read more... )

im in d.c. right now. my love to all of you.

i need to see a shrink again. those feelings never seem to go away it seems.

Was it her last night... was it her sister? Was it both of them? Was it the strange metal-listening girl i didn't know? Was it the the fire in my heart that kept me cold, or the hearth in the middle of the room that drained the heat from us and made my ears scarlet. I feel uncomfortable and awkward just thinking about all of it; and it makes me ( Read more... )

Harry Potter should have snogged Ginny one last time ( Read more... )

my dog died.

Its so weird, and he's such a nerd (except he won't say pwn) and all the counselors are somehow all-knowing. It was going to happen today but i'm not so shure of myself anymore. I don't think drinkings thirty-one mugs of ale is helping either.