Camp, and movie, and jamba juice, and laughing, and flirting, and it was fun.
Funny it was before we could only speak in silent glances, and now we can actually talk.

someone please give me an excuse to leave my godforsaken lair and once more enter the light which i so deeply despise.

or at least call me please, anyone. : (323) 661-4804.

( Homage to Marat )

i've finally found my fundamental fault. I thirst for my own Disiri. An Aelfqueen i could call my love and let her drink from my life-force forever, till we are one.

I dont think i'll ever really understand love. It flows like sand through an hourglass, slipping away when you least expect it and turning its back on you when you most need it. I've thought for such a long time that love could cure my fatal illness, but now i've realized that there is no cure... just like there is no disease. It was etched into my ( Read more... )

happy 5th of july.

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell ( Read more... )

im so stupid.

It's just so hard to stay in line during roll call because the grass is so much greener on the other side of the forklift. But I feel like my heart's been torn out with a spoon and eaten in a most unsavory fasion ( Read more... )

i've had two of the most horrible dreams this week. they were both so sad and even now tears come to my eyes.

why me?