I am tired of being alone.  I feel empty.  I am going to go play video games then sleep and hope tomorrow brings a brighter day.

Well I am done with State for the summer.  My last class left me with the line of "Teaching is the second loneliest profession next to truck driving."   If that is not motivation, I don't know what the Hell is.  I really like being in class and teaching but I feel so much pressure to do well that I am afraid i might burn myself out.  I am glad ( Read more... )

  As of Thursday I will be on summer vacation from San Francisco State.  I cannot wait for the break.  I can go observe more at my school site and even squeeze in a few days of substitute teaching and make a few bucks.  I am looking forward to this in the worst way possible.  I need sometime to recover and gather my wits.  I think I'll drink too ( Read more... )

  Man, the Warriors are amazing to watch right now.  After 13 years of heartache it is awesome to see them playing will and blowing everyone's minds

I am really tired and have no will to do homework anymore.  I have no ambition.

I feel really lonely.

  I went out to dinner with my friend Eric tonight at Buffalo Bill's in Hayward, which is awesome because Eric is a great guy .  Anyways, I ran into a guy there who used to be in a band that opened for our old band No-Direction, named Nick.  So the guys are for the old band, Escape From Grey Skull, are in another band and need a singer and asked if ( Read more... )

I wish I was in Hawaii right now with all of my friends just lounging on the beach...

  I am fucking beat.  My friend of 5 years yesterday asked if I had a black eye.  I had to tell her, no, I am just that tired.  I never sleep well anymore.  A combination of stress, sadness, a pressure has left me getting about 5-6 hours of stressful and unproductive sleep every night.   I am over it.

I had to take the Keiresy personality test ( Read more... )

  My parents left for France for a week today.  This means that I am home alone.  I wish I could have people over this weekend but I don't think I have time.  Also my friend had a party a few weeks ago and he got some shit jacked and I am worried the same would happen at my house (I can see all of my dad's metal soldiers disappearing).  Also I have ( Read more... )

  I am bummed out.  My teach for my adolescents class did not go well today.  My part went alright I guess but my partner's part sucked and we did not co-ordinate very well.  We don't get graded upon our performance in this class, but I still hate when my group does shitty.  Maybe we didn't do shitty and I am being too hard on myself...probably.  ( Read more... )

I got a new Mac laptop and I was curious how you get AIM for...or how you get something that lets you talk to someone on AIM...