Title: HOUSE OF SIN - The Diary of Uke Yutaka
Chapters: 4.2/??
Author:
luna_no_koibitoGenre: Human drama, romance, war, angst.
Warnings: men/men relationship, cursing, sex, violence, incest.
Rating: from PG -15 to NC-17 (Depending on chapter)
Pairing: Revealing this might spoil the story just yet ... suggest looking at the character list (^_^)!
Bands: the GazettE, Dir En Grey, X-Japan, Nightmare, An Cafe', Alice Nine, Kra, SuG.
Disclaimer: I don't own them, and don't wish I did because I'd be sorry for what could befall them (・_・;)!
Summary: (
Synopsis )
MAIN CHAPTER 4 PART 1 Yutaka took the third long breath, in the arch of the past ten minutes, he had been nervously standing in front of his bedroom door; tightly holding the handle with one hand, and the key with the other.
-Just open the door Yutaka … - he whispered with a cautious tone, seemingly trying to reassure himself - everybody should be getting ready to go to church, so … - he continued his monologue as he slowly turned the key- so, there is going to be nobody waiting to prey on you outside this door - he finally stated, firmly nodding his head, as he agreed with himself.
Thus, he inhaled and exhaled on last time, as he firmly held the handle, and sprang the door open.
-Good morning Mr. Uke - said the cheerful voice of a blonde, which was greeted by the brunette's over-shocked scream, as he ungracefully fell on his buttocks.
-Mr. Uke! - shouted the blonde, who quickly rushed to the floor in order to rescue the brunette, who stayed unmoving, with his eyes, and legs, tightly closed.
-Mr. Uke? … are you alright? - asked the blonde in a confused tone, as he touched the apprentice shoulder, who suddenly, recognizing his perpetrator's voice, slowly opened an eye, quickly followed by the other as he found an extremely bewildered Kazuhiro crouched in font of him.
-Ka-kazuhiro? - he then whispered, as he was helped up by the age mate.
-Rough night, Mr. Uke? - giggled the blonde in response, as the apprentice flashed an extremely embarrassed smile, while profusely blushing.
-No, no, not at all, I just have … it is of absolutely no relevance, I am alright, truly - concluded the brunette, who didn't know what to say, without sounding more weird than what he already knew he looked.
-Well I sincerely hope so - calmly continued the blonde -It would bring me much discomfort to know you in any sort distress Mr. Uke - he then concluded, allowing the apprentice out of the room -
-Is that so … - sarcastically whispered the brunette to himself, wondering whether it would have been wise to inform the blonde about his siblings conduct, but believing it a possible shock for the blonde himself, he decided to let it stay for the time being -So to what do I owe your visit this morning? We are to be going to church, are we not? - he then asked, as he observed the blonde gently closing the door to his room, and joining him in the luxurious corridor.
-Yes, of course, in fact I was wondering whether, you would have liked to go together … - explained the blonde.
-Well most certainly - readily replied the brunette -for I must say that I do seem to quite enjoy your company - he concluded as he made sign to the blonde to lead the way, who smiled and gladly complied.
They silently walked side by side, as the apprentice occasionally glanced at the blonde, whose expression seemed like pondering on whether or not to say something. The brunette would have like to help the blonde in his apparent indecision, but he found himself troublesomely distracted by the blonde's breathtaking appearance. Kazuhiro was wearing a white and cream dress with half arm length sleeves, his hands wore delicate white gloves, and his hair was tied up in a bun at the back, with some hair curled up in front of his face. Somehow, constantly reminding himself that the blonde was in fact a man, didn't seem to have any effect, for he was now plainly staring at the blonde, wishing he were actually a woman.
-Anything the matter? - suddenly asked the blonde, feeling the piercing gaze of the brunette, who slightly blushing swiftly repositioned his head to face the path in front of them, and cleared his throat.
-It seems like something is troubling you, Lad- I mean Kazuhiro … - nervously blurt out the apprentice.
As they reached the top of the staircase, the blonde stopped, and turn to look at the brunette, and was about to say something when the voice of a woman calling from the top of the stairs connecting to floor above them, made the blonde literally freeze in his movement.
-Kazuhiro? - gently called the apprentice, as he worriedly observed the now pale looking blonde, whose eyes were widely open staring into space.
-Ayumi? ...- called the voice again, as the apprentice looked up the ramp, and gazed at a woman elegantly walking down the stairs. As the apprentice slowly took in the image of the descending woman, he realized he had already seen her face on paintings, and the statue in the middle of the four garden; the woman was undoubtedly Lady Hayashi; but why was she referring Kazuhiro with a different name, a female one at that, was Kazuhiro in fact a woman? Again. Confusion.
-Yes ... mother? - shakily replied Kazuhiro with a rather forced smile
-A-ayumi? … - confusedly whispered the brunette, as the blonde merely gave him an apologetic look.
-I thought we were going to go to church together - replied the woman, now standing in front of the two men, as she took the blonde's hands into hers. Receiving no reply, she then questioningly looked towards the still confused brunette -I was not aware we had another guest besides Dr. Niikura … - stated the woman, as she politely bowed at the brunette, who bowed in response.
Kazuhiro was about to reply, but his mouth simply fell open. Noticing the blonde's discomfort, the apprentice, to his own surprise, took the situation in his hands.
-I-it is a pleasure to finally meet you Lady Hayashi - suddenly uttered the apprentice with another bow - I am Dr. Niikura's apprentice, Uke Yutaka, and I am here to help- he tried to explain but was abruptly interrupted by a rather tense Kazuhiro.
-Me! he is here to help me … - quickly stated the blonde
-And with ever what my dear? - stupefyingly replied the woman, perplexedly looking at the blonde.
-He ... we … I … - the blond was frantically trying to find a plausible excuse, as the apprentice, speechlessly stared at him, trying to recollect what had just happened.
A rather thick and uncomfortable silence fell among the three, which was dissolved when Lady Hayashi suddenly gasped, swiftly gaining the two men attention, as she lightly placed a hand in front of her mouth, with a dreadfully suspicious expression.
-Oh dear … might you be dating my daughter, Mr. Uke? - she then firmly inquired
-D-daughter? … - slowly replied the ever confused brunette, quickly looking at the blonde
-Yes, we are!- swiftly replied Kazuhiro, placing his arm around the apprentice's - Oh my, we have been discovered it seems … - he exclaimed, averting his eyes from both.
-I thought you were acting sort of peculiar lately … - confessed Lady Hayashi scrupulously eying Yutaka, whose heart was pounding, for reasons he couldn't quite understand himself. The lady then brought her fan to her mouth, and loudly cleared her throat as she glanced in between Kazuhiro and his wrapped arm, which the blonde swiftly unwrapped, while he stared at his healed white shoes.
-Well, we shall further cover this matter after church - drily concluded Lady Hayashi - Ayumi ... - she then steadily called, as the blonde reluctantly followed his mother down the stairs.
The brunette helplessly watched as Kazuhiro joined the Lady of the house, and was about to follow suit when he heard his name being called. He turned towards the right side of the corridor, and found Takanori standing besides a door, bowing at him. The brunette smiled in reply, and as he gave a last glance at departing couple, he swiftly walked to the awaiting blonde man.
-Good morning Mr. Uke - politely greeted the blonde
-Good morning Takanori - gladly replied the brunette - should we go to the morning mass together? - he then readily proposed
-Actually I was wondering … - began the blonde, as he gracefully pushed his eye glasses - whether you could help me for a moment - he then proposed looking at the hesitant brunette
-but aren't we supposed to go-
-Please - firmly requested the younger, slightly startling the brunette- I am really at a crucial point, and as I am sure you perfectly understand, I must elaborate on it know, for I might loose the concept … - quickly stated the younger - Moreover ... I could answer some of the questions I am sure you are dying to ask, about .. Ayumi - proposed the blonde, with a seemingly innocent smile.
The brunette bit his lower lip, looking behind himself, as if he could hear the chapel's bells calling him, making sure he went. He had never missed a church day, and didn't like the idea of being about to
-I'll make it as quick as possible … - reinforced the younger, as the brunette swiftly looked at him, and glanced back a last time. The apprentice then uncertainly smiled and nodded, accepting to help the younger, thinking that if a prodigy couldn't solve the dilemma, there was absolutely no way that he could have, thus, it really would have been a quick matter, or so he thought.
-Thank you - replied the younger -please, this way - he stated indicating the inside of the room he was standing in front of. As the brunette entered, the younger cautiously closed the door behind them, and smiled at the brunette, who was wonderingly looking at him.
-I will need you to please remove you garments - instructed the younger, as he walked to his desk, and quickly turned some pages of an open book with his black leather gloved hands.
-My ga-garments? - stupefyingly asked the brunette, not seeing the reason for it to be so.
-Yes - drily replied the younger - I need a human body to confirm certain theories that are debated on this book, and compare them with my analysis - explained the younger as he turned one last page, and walked towards the apprentice.
-E-ev-everything? - hesitantly asked the brunette, whom, even if it were for a purely scientific reason, wasn't comfortable with the idea of having his body exposed, but the younger didn't seem to be concerned with his silent worry, for he was already nonchalantly pulling the jacket of his shoulder.
-You can keep you underwear … if you shall so prefer - explained the younger, fascinatingly looking at the flustered face of the brunette, while he reached for the buttons of his shirt, who suddenly pulled away.
-I-I can do it myself - nervously explained the brunette, as he slowly began to unbutton his shirt, averting his gaze from the blonde in front of him.
-Of course - replied the eye-glassed blonde, as he stepped back and leaned at the edge of his desk, maintaining his gaze on the undressing brunette.
Yutaka quickly began to unbutton his shirt, realizing that this wasn't going to be any where close to quick, and wishing that the younger could stop staring at him as if he were putting on some sort of show. Needless to say, he didn't really enjoy the idea of what was about to happen, even though he knew he was supposed to act professional about the situation, his instincts told him it wasn't the wiset idea to simply relax.
-S-so … Ayumi? - suddenly blurted the brunette deciding that talking would have probably got his mind off what he was unwillingly doing.
Takanori, momentarily averted his gaze from the brunette, and crossing his arms on his chest, he began speaking.
-Besides from us, Dr. Niikura, some few others, and yourself, everyone in this city and beyond, knows us to be a family with six boys and a girl, Kazuhiro, or Ayumi … - paused the younger to pull his glasses up, as he attentively observed the naked torso of the ever blushing apprentice, who was now nervously hovering over his own belt
-this happened because of Lady Hayashi's obsessive desire of wanting to have a girl, and in the process … - he paused once more, as he walked towards the brunette, and stopping in front of him, he began to unbuckle the elder's belt, who wanted to protest, but was caught off guard by the rough, almost angry action of the younger
-she somehow erased Kazamasa, me and Takeru from those troubled muscles in her head ... and chest … - proceeded the younger with a tone that meant to be apathetic, but in which the brunette could feel a sting of pain
-So … - continued the younger, as he swiftly pulled down the elder's pants, who immediately tensed, as the younger slowly placed both his hands in between his thighs, nudging the brunette to spread his legs, which, as he blushed even further, he reluctantly and slowly obeyed to.
-The three of us are not allowed any where near her … - explained the younger as he lifted his gaze to observe the gaze averting brunette, lifting his arms in parallel with his shoulder - … in ordere to protect our dear lives - smirked the blonde
-I-i don't seem … too understand- attempted to say the brunette, while his chin was being gently lift up by the blonde, who placed his hand on the brunette's neck, slowly massaging it as if looking for something, as he leaned his head in.
-She somehow seem to go berserk when she see one of us … - explained the blonde, releasing the brunette's chin, and now gently placing his ear on the left side of the brunette's bare chest, who flinched for the unexpected action -we have a very excited muscle in here … - smirked the younger, as he could feel the apprentice's heart pounding in his chest.
-B-berserk? … - hesitantly asked the brunette, as he stupidly tried to slow down the pace of his heart beat.
-Yes … - lowly replied the younger, still keeping his head on the elder's chest, he brought up a leather gloved hand and slowly placed it on the other side of the brunette's chest, gently massaging the area in circles - ... like trying to kill us - he whispered, continuing his circling motion, feeling the brunette's nipple under his palm hardening, and his breath rapidly increasing - rather sensitive, uh? ... - he observed
-W-what exactly are you l-looking for? - tried to ask the apprentice, who was beginning to feel a way he didn't think he was supposed to in between his legs. The younger pull off his body, and lowered his hand, which accidentally brushed against the apprentice's crotch, whose mouth betrayed him as he released a low moan, causing his face to explode in embarrassment.
-… another happy muscle I see ... - observed the blonde with a grin, and calmly walked back to his desk, turning a page from the book on it - I found what I needed, you can dress up now - he stated, quickly scribbling something on a page of notes, and then turning around to face the rapidly dressing up apprentice.
-I am immensely grateful to you, Mr. Uke - he then bowed
-I-I am glad I could be of help - hesitantly replied the brunette, who was buttoning his shirt, trying to make his brain abandon the ever present and unsettling illusion that he had just been, once again, abused. For the respect he held, for the blonde, he earnestly wanted to believe that what had just happened had been purely professional, but his instincts slapped him once again. What was worse, was the fact that compared to the night he had actually been molested, what had just happened felt incredibly worse. It felt as if he had voluntarily given himself to the younger; which he in fact did. However, he concluded he was, as always, putting too much into the whole situation. Takanori had been as gentle enough to give him valuable, and unsettling information, as much as thanking him at the end of the process; there was nothing to worry about.
-You might wanna hurry up - advised the blonde - you don't want to miss the ending of the mass - he explained, as the fully dressed brunette nodded and rushed to the door, but suddenly stopped once he reached its handle
-Anything the matter? - curiously asked the blonde, at which the brunette, slowly turned around to face him, and hesitantly asked
-I have been wondering the reason behind your gloves … that is, if you do not mind me asking -
-Not at all - smirked the younger, as he looked as his hands - I am to be surgeon, and my hands are my most precious of instruments, those I need to protect them the best I can - simply explained the blonde
-Understandable - replied the brunette with a smile - well, I shall take my leave now - politely greeted the brunette, as he bowed and left, closing the door.
-So … looks like I won - plainly stated Takanori as he leaned on his desk, looking at a couch to the far left of the room
-Looks like so … - irritatedly answered Takahiro, who rose stretching from behind the couch, as he walked towards his younger blonde. The elder was then right next to the younger, who didn't look in his direction, and simply extended a hand in his direction.
-Guess I have to pay, uh? … but he still had his underwear on … - challengingly stated the elder, as he brought out quite the number of banknotes from his pocket.
-Well we agreed on ¾ of the prize if he still had them on, so hand it - drily spat the younger this time turning to look at his elder brother, who was pouting, and counting his notes - besides … you didn't even get to see his underwear … - he then smirked.
-Well … for one, I was expecting him to follow you instead last night - justified himself the elder
-What does that have to do with anything? - calmly asked the younger
-Nothing, just saying that yo can be just as evil as Takeru … when you want - concluded the elder, as he suddenly stopped counting the voluminous stack of money.
-What? … - impatiently asked the younger
-How about we take it up a notch? … - proposed the elder, looking at the skeptical expression on the younger - … and I will notably increase the prize - he swiftly added.
-I am listening - quickly replied the younger
-This time we will make our dear apprentice, engage in any kind of sexual activity - proposed the elder, as the younger seemed to be deeply pondering on the proposal.
-four times the prize if any of us actually has sex with him - began to explain the elder - and double the prize if it is forced -
-How about oral works and sorts - calmly inquired the younger
-triple the prize ... - proposed the elder
-when? - swiftly inquired the younger
-Tonight, during or after the ball - instructed the elder - In? -
-Fine … - quickly replied the younger, as he sat at the chair of his desk, and resumed his studying ritual
-How much is there to study in this world? - curiously asked the elder, observing the younger
-I don't know but I have just wasted thirty minutes worth of it … with nothing in change - stressed the younger as he flipped the page of a book, while jotting notes on another
-Don't worry, tonight will be all worth it - reassured the elder as he walked back to the couch, and slumped on it - Too bad Takeru won't be able to witness, I am sure he would have loved it, it would been the best birthday present this year - commented the elder.
-I think Yasuno has that covered … - absently replied the younger - … just have my money ready, Hiro -
-A little overconfident over there? - replied the elder, with a smirk, as he frenziedly prayed to win this bet, because the money he was betting with, was temporarily borrowed from an unknowing Akira, and he really didn't feel like having his ass opened by the raging Lawyer of Justice. Shit; he knew he should have gone to church today.
CHAPTER 5 PART 1 A/N: Well well well … isn't it great all this brotherly love? I have the impression that I will love writing Takeru's birth day party (^__^!!) ...yutaka … Thanks again for reading everybody! I will also soon update the characters list, adding Byou , Miku, and the ladies.