HOUSE OF SIN - The Diary of Uke Yutaka : CHAPTER 6 PART 2

[luna_no_koibito]

Title: HOUSE OF SIN - The Diary of Uke Yutaka
Chapters: 6.2/??
Author: luna_no_koibito
Genre: Human drama, romance, war, angst.
Warnings:  men/men relationship, cursing, sex, violence, incest.
Rating: from PG -15 to NC-17 (Depending on chapter)
Pairing: Revealing this might spoil the story just yet ... suggest looking at the character list (^_^)!
Bands: the GazettE, Dir En Grey, X-Japan, Nightmare, An Cafe', Alice Nine, Kra, SuG.
Disclaimer: I don't own them, and don't wish I did because I'd be sorry for what could befall them （・＿・；）！
Summary:
  MAIN

CHAPTER 6 PART 1


Takanori had been awake for a while, silently lying in his bed, thoroughly thinking about everything that had taken place the previous night. Nothing had gone the way he had envision, the way he had planned, and that wasn't usually the way that things were supposed to go for him. For one, he never lost, and for this to be his first time, it was a terrible loss at that, in so many aspect, and the irony of it all, was what he had actually gained, how is future had finally fallen into place, the way he had planned it, from the loss of something he wanted to win so bad.

He sighed in irritation, as his mind strenuously tried to fight with that one lost aspect that had been bothering him the most, and he wasn't going to admit, he just wouldn't. He greeted his teeth in frustration as he tried to erase that one particular image that seemed to have been burnt in his mind, when he was suddenly brought back to the reality of his room, when he heard the unlocking sound of a door, which wasn't the main one, or the one that took to his studio, but the one that led to his balcony; regaining his composure, he sighed as the window-door opened.

Keeping his sleeping posture, he heard light steps walking towards him, and suddenly stop.

-You look so pretty when you pretend to sleep … - said the deep voice of the men, who had just broke into he blonde's room, as the blonde sighed once more.

-I think it's time to cut down the damn tree, for those people such as your self, who refuse to evolve from being monkeys … - calmly replied the blonde, remaining unmoving in his bed, not opening his eyes, knowing exactly who had just broke into his room, for the persons accustomed in doing so

-I have no idea what you are talking about princess … - replied the man in amusement, leaning on the younger's wardrobe, observing the blonde's feign sleeping features.

-I don't expect you to … and don't you ever dare call me princess again- strongly reprimanded the blonde, turning on his other side - why are you here anyway … we lost yesterday so I have nothing to give to you Yuu -

-I just came to check on you, love of my life … - he smirked, taking a few step forwards, and sitting cross-legged on the edge of the bed, he turned his head to observe the lying blonde -... must have been hard to lose in the first place ... then - paused the brunette, removing one of his boots - watching another person having their way with the object of your desire, must be a killer… I can perfectly understand - uttered the brunette with an ironical tone, as he freed himself of the second booth, and lay on the free side of the baldachine bed, facing the ceiling.

-I have absolutely no idea what the hell you are talking about - drily spat the blonde - get off my bed - he then swiftly demanded.

-What I don't understand though … - continued the elder blatantly ignoring the younger's order -is why you would agree to do something so hideous to somebody you like … - concluded the brunette with a grin, turning on his side facing a now glaring and sitting-upright blonde.

-I do not like the bastard you idiot, now drop the case and get the hell out of my bed- irritatedly hissed the blonde, lying back with his back to the diverted brunette, who simply turned back to face the ceiling.

-if you were to have won that bet instead … - resumed the elder - you wouldn't have raped him right? - conjectured the brunette, glancing at the blonde, who had just emitted an irritated sigh - you would have probably found a way to let him have his way with you instead … just to be sure you still won the bet in the process- concluded the brunette in a satisfied tone, turning on his side, to face the back of the seemingly ignoring blonde.

-But as I have told you countless times before, it is always a fifty-fifty Takanori … no matter how confident you are … it is always fifty-fifty - restated the elder, this time with a serious tone - and I expected more form you than toying with a person that you obviously li-

-I said- hissed the blonde trying to contain his oncoming rage, as he turned around to face the brunette, to try and clarify that one ever distressing point - that I do not like the guy - … but he did, and judging by the skeptical look on the amused features of the elder, the brunette didn't believe a single word he had just stated. Yes, he did like the apprentice, there was no use in trying to deny it anymore, at least not to his mind, which had fought so hard to destroy the thought, but he wasn't going to admit it, not any leaving person.

-For being the cold, and exceptional genius that you are - resumed the elder, who was still intently observing the younger's every move - you have such a lousy way to hide your feelings … you are so easy to ready - he concluded, as he reached out his hand, intending to shift a stray blonde lock on the face of the younger, who readily moved his head from the hand's trajectory, and shoved it away.

-I am not … - clarified the younger - it's just … it is only you!- exasperatedly exclaimed the younger. Nobody ever had, nobody ever knew what was going through his continuously dwelling mind, not even his brothers, except from the occasional Akira, but even then, his elder brother would never be so precise, so on point like the brunette, to whom he really was like an open book.

It had always been like that, since the first time they met three years ago, on that one night he decided for the first time to take a break from studies. He knew exactly what type of break he was looking for, or rather needed, and knew exactly where he had to go. He also was well aware that certain parts of London, weren't exactly the most friendly places to be at certain times of the day; but he really needed the money.

Thus, hoping on a little bit of luck on his side, and equipping himself with his exceptional gaming abilities, a sixteen year old Takanori went to a gambling bar in the outskirts of London, and as expected, he won all that there was to win. As he excitedly exited the bar, he rushed over to Akira's borrowed black horse, in order to quickly ride home, when he was suddenly attacked by the group of men, he had last defeat at poker, who didn't seem satisfied with simply snatching their money back. One of the man held his mouth closed, another tried to keep Takanori's fighting arms still, as the third placed himself in front of him, trying to get his way with the furiously kicking blonde.

Even though he tried the best he could to yell into the blocking hand, and kick his attempting rapist, it all seemed useless as the man successfully unbuckled his belt, when suddenly, he heard a crash, and he felt the grip around his mouth loosen, as the man behind him suddenly fell unconscious to the ground besides him. The man who was holding his arm, left him trying to punch the unexpected intruder, who had promptly avoided the hit, and broke a second bottle on the second man, who fell to ground unconscious as the first.

-I may not have full bottles anymore ... - spoke the dark haired savior, as he showed the broken bottle heads - but somehow I have the feeling that these might still work somehow, want to try? - questioned the brunette looking at the horrified expression of the attempted rapist.

-Y-y-yuu … - whispered the man in fear realizing who he was facing, and not bothering about his companions, he swiftly left the scene.

-T-thank you … - nervously stuttered a still terrified Takanori, as he attempted to buckle his belt, and tightly holding his prize-money, he swiftly tried to walk back to Akira's horse, when he was suddenly stopped by his savior.

-Not so fast princess … - stated the brunette - … you really don't think that you can come in this parts of London, survive an attempted rape, and just leave like that … now do you? -

Takanori quickly glanced at the brunette, and immediately averting his gaze, he wondered whether he was about to go through some other trouble, and how was he going to survive it this time. Then looking at his money, he decided it wasn't worth his life after all, and very reluctantly, he handed his prize to brunette.

-fifty percent of it is fine … - explained the brunette, looking at a slightly surprise blonde, who hurriedly began splitting the banknotes he was carrying - I saw you playing in there … you are good … - suddenly stated the brunette - what's you name … -

-Takanori - swiftly stated the blonde handing the brunette his share

-Takanori? … no last name? - inquired the brunette, as he took his share, awaiting for an answer from the blonde

-No … not really … - replied the younger, cautiously turning around, finally attempting his escape.

-Hmmmm …. - curiously mumbled the brunette - trying to make money, in order to runway ... I guess … if that's the case you are going to come back soon again … I suppose - conjectured the brunette, following the blonde to his horse.

Takanori didn't reply, but the brunette was right on point. He wanted to leave that place he had to call home, and wasn't going to ask help to anybody in his so-called family, for he didn't want to owe not a single penny to that man and woman, who decided to bring him to life, to then immediately hand him to the care of their housekeeper, whom still to this day, he still considered his real mother. He was going to make it on his own, thanks to his abilities and that only, even though he couldn't seem to refrain the likes of people such as Akira, who continuously tried to sustain him the best he could, thanks to whom he acquired his studio, on his fifteenth birthday when the lawyer ordered for the guest room next to the younger's bedroom to be destroyed, and be made into a studying room appositely for him; it was a gift after all.

-If that the case … - swiftly replied the brunette, once more stopping the blonde's departure, placing himself between the horse and the younger - I have a deal for you … - he proposed intently looking at the blonde, who remind silent and unmoving, with an expression which clearly signified he was going to listen.

-I offer you protection, and in change, you give me fifty percent of what you win … what do you say … is your life worth it? - challenged the brunette, looking at the hissing expression on the blonde's face.

The whole point of his escapades, was for him to make enough money to finally take off and leave for good, and make a name for himself, and if he had to share half of what he made every time, it would noticeably prolong the whole process. However, it was also true that if he died trying, then everything would have been useless anyway, and he could thinking of any other unlawful profitable activity, which would have spared his hands from any possible injury.

Thus, he sighed, and biting his lower lip he looked up at the brunette

-Deal - he mumbled taking a step forward, hoping that the man would maybe step aside, but the brunette remained put - anything else …? -hesitantly asked the blonde

-You'll have to wait for me to take my horse - sighed the elder - you are my money maker now, I have to assure your safe return home as well - he then explained - right Die? ... - he then yelled tilting his head to the side, as a horse behind Akira's suddenly neighed - oh … my name is Yuu by the way … Shiroyama Yuu - concluded the brunette stretching out a hand that was waiting to be shaken.

Takanori wasn't to sure about the whole idea of taking a stranger straight to his residence, but sighed noticing that he really had no choice in the matter, and simply wanting to go home, he shook the brunette's hand.

That night he had in fact reached home safe and sound, and on the following days, Yuu would be picking him up from the estate and taking back, on established days. During their night-outs, Takanori slowly learned that Yuu was actually one of the most notorious gamblers around, to whom apparently, nobody had ever won. Rather irritated by such discovery, the blonde immediately asked the brunette, why had he decided to use him, when he could obviously get money on his own, but that had been one question Yuu had never answered.

In the three years that they had none each other, their relationship had progressed in ways the blonde hadn't really budgeted for, such as the sudden occasional appearance of the brunette in his room or studio, and other peculiar situations, which he really didn't want to think about at the moment, as he quickly glanced at the still diverted staring brunette lying on his bed.

-It's because I love you … - nonchalantly stated the brunette, placing his shoved hand on the mattress, while smiling at the annoyed blonde - … that is why you are an open book to me -

-That does not make any sense, and stop saying that - retorted the younger

-but it's true ...- calmly replied the elder - in fact, I love you so much … - continued the elder, raising from his lying posture, and landing over the blonde, straddling his legs with his knees - that I am willing to have sex with you right now … just think of me as being that apprentice of yours - he smirked leaning closer to the blonde.

-I am not into that kind of thing, now get the hell off! - exclaimed the blonde, trying to no avail to shove off the elder

-Why so adamant? … is not like we haven't done it before - chuckled the elder gazing in feign curiosity, at the sighing irritated blonde, who swiftly reached for the bridge of his knows, slowly massaging it - and that was your first time too if I recall correctly … - grinned the brunette

-Yes that's what it was, an experiment, happy? Now get off! - continued pushing the blonde, still to no avail

-Are you admitting that you like the apprentice then? - inquired the elder in a mocking tone

-Will you move if I do? - swiftly replied the blonde, raising himself on his elbows.

-Of course not - drily spat the brunette, provoking an irate hiss from the half raised blonde - so stubborn … - whispered the elder, gently pushing the blonde back to his lying position, and leaning over the blonde, to place soft kisses on his neck.

-Why would you still have sex with me, even though I don't give nothing about you sentimentally? - suddenly asked the blonde, who had long giving up any attempt of freeing himself, from what in the end, he knew he was going to enjoy anyways.

-Why wouldn't I? … - whispered the elder with a smirk, tracing the tip of his tongue down the younger's neck, stopping to lightly suck on a spot, as he slowly began to unbutton the younger's shirt, while he resumed his tongue tracing up the blonde's neck, stopping at his ear lob, which he began to nibble and suck as well, as the younger lightly bit on his lower lip.

Once finished with the unbuttoning job, he slightly raised off the younger, just enough to pull away the bed-covers, and the opened shirt.

-Would you mind unbuttoning my shirt? - he then inquired, glancing at the blonde lying under him

-Yes, actually, I do … - drily replied the blonde, glancing up at the pouting brunette, who resolved to unbuttoning his own shirt, as he reached for a little container on the table.

-... you don't leave lotion on your bed-stand if you don't want to penetrate or be penetrated - smirked the elder, placing the container on the bed, as he got ready to free himself and the younger of their pants and underwear.

-Really? - grinned the blonde, as he wiggled off his undergarments - I wonder what people use on their bodies this days ... - he then concluded releasing a low moan, as the elder proceeded in sucking on one of his exposed nipples, while rubbing the other one to hardness.

-… what are you thinking about right now? - suddenly whispered the brunette, who had raised to the blonde's face, on which he began randomly placing kisses, appositely avoiding his lips, which he had once stated he wasn't going to kiss, until the day he had somehow managed to win him over.

-Nothing … - swiftly lied the younger, still finding it quite annoying that the elder could still find the time to read him even during situations such as this.

-Really? … - skeptically whispered the elder, resuming his neck sucking, as his hand traveled down the younger chest, straight to his throbbing exposed sex, which he gently enclosed in his hand, gladly giving it the recently requested attention, as his slowly moved up and down its shaft, producing a pleasured groan from the shamelessly enjoying blonde.

-I … am leaving … - suddenly whispered the blonde, who was trying to keep his voice firm, as he fought with an oncoming moan, which was the result of the elder's hand quickening movement around his half erect member.

-Following the pretty doctor? … - inquired the brunette, suddenly abandoning the younger's member, reaching for the lotion on the bed, and after coating three of his fingers with the cream inside it, he slowly spread the blonde's leg open, placing himself in the middle, and gently pushing one digit through his entrance.

Takanori, swiftly closed his eyes, as he felt a second digit being pushed in, biting his lower lip while he enjoyed the feeling of both digits to move in and out, and occasionally scissoring around his entrance, in excruciating slowness - stop ... teasing me Yuu … hurry up … - demanded the blonde in between groans, as the elder inserted a third finger, making the younger flinch at the painful sensation

-Was that necessary?! - hissed Takanori, trying to look at the brunette trough his half lidded eyes, but only sensing the elder smirking.

-I doubt you have had anybody else but me that time last year, so I have to stretch you properly love … all for your best enjoyment - replied the brunette, suddenly pulling out all three digits, and reaching out for the lotion once more, to coat his fully erect member - … still haven't got answered my question? … - swiftly added the brunette as he placed the tip of his throbbing sex at the entrance of the blonde, and slowly pushed in, while blissfully basking in the sound of the younger's moans, which he was so hardly trying to restrain.

Placing both his hands on the blondes hips, he then began a hard and slow pace thrust, as he enjoyed the pleasurably contorted expression on the younger, whose eyes were fully closed, and mouth slightly open, while he tightly held his bedsheets on both sides of his body.

-So … are you going to London? … - whispered the elder, as he began to increase the pace of his thrusts.

-I … I … - was all that Takanori could pant out, whose grip on his bedsheets quickly tightened, as the elder left one of his hips, and began to pump his fully erect sex in time with his thrusts - of … aaah ..c-course … nhhh … aa … I am - managed to breath out the blonde, as the elder leaned closer to his ear.

-Nhhh … I am so close … - whispered the elder, quickly nibble the younger's ear lob, as the pace of his thrust and the pumping of the blondes member became frantic, Takanori's hands left his sheets, and circled around the elder's back as he began to meet the elders thrusts - come …ugh … with me … - panted the elder into the younger ear.

-I am alm- …aaaah - exclaimed the younger, tightening his grip around his elder's back, his back arching at the following hard thrust, and his seed spilling inside the elder's hand, whose still rapidly thrusting member was now releasing inside the younger, feeling his entrance clench around it.

The brunette rode out his orgasm with a couple of more thrusts, and dropped his spent and sweaty self on the spent and sweaty one of the blond, both still frenziedly panting.

-Now … can you … get off me? - breathed out the blonde, glancing down at the head of the elder, which was resting in the crook of his neck.

-Aaaah … - cheerfully exclaimed the other, gently pulling out and rolling next to the younger - that was good - he then concluded, cleaning off the younger's seed on his bedsheets - so? … - he then newly inquired - … what exactly are you going to do in London, with the pretty doctor? -

-I have two options - sighed the blonde, who was intently gazing at his ceiling - I can join the prestigious group of surgeons at the prestigious Oxford University or I can go to the less prestigious Manchester University but practice as head surgeon - explained the blonde still staring upwards.

-And you are … - calmly inquired the elder

-Going to Manchester of course, if I went to Oxford I would have to suck to bunch of pompous idiots, no thanks. But they offered to pay my visit to both school, in order to make my decision, so I'll just go for the hell of it, never refuse what's offered - smirked the blonde.

-Can you bring anybody with you? -

-I can bring two people-

-Who are you taking?-

-One is Akira, for sure, and the other … I don't know ...-

-Take the apprentice … - suggested the elder

-Why are you rooting for your enemy?! - irritatedly asked the blonde in slight confusion.

-Look … you just admitted it - smiled the elder in victory, leaning on the side to face Takanori, who was sighing in defeat -... if that makes you happy, I am happy, and there is nothing I can do about it - calmly explained the elder.

-I don't understand you Yuu. I don't understand you at all - drily stated the younger - … and even if I wanted … to invite him - hesitantly continued the blonde - I don't think I'd have the guts to even look at him anymore … - he then resignedly concluded, closing his eyes, as the image he had been trying to erase, was still vividly flashing in his mind.

The image of an utterly scared and humiliated Yutaka, who was shivering in his nakedness, blindfolded and tied up. If he had won the bet, that wouldn't have never happened, he hadn't planned for it to happen, and it had suddenly sickened him to the point that he had to rush out the room, ignoring whatever Takahiro had yelled at him. Surely, he would have still found a way to win the bet, but just as Yuu had stated, he would have also found a way to convince the apprentice that he had no other choice but to have sex with him, with him being the receiver. It all didn't matter anymore anyways, after something like this, he would have expected the apprentice to leave the following day. Thus, there was no point stressing over it, not anymore.

-Do you want to come with me? … - he then nonchalantly asked the brunette.

-... You ask your apprentice first, then we shall see - replied the brunette, getting up to get dressed, as the younger cynically smirked

- Given that I think he will leave, even if he stays … I doubt he'd want to go anywhere, with any of us … even if he doesn't yet know that I had to do with what has happened … he just wouldn't ...- retorted the younger in a low tone.

-It is always fifty-fifty Takanori, whether you admit your guilt or not, whether you tell him or not, whether he will deny you or not. Whatever it is in life, it is always worth a try, no matter what outcome -swiftly explained the elder with a wide smile

-It is always fifty-fifty Takanori, and in my opinion - observed the elder - fifty of a hundred, it's a hell of a big amount to just waste … don't you think? -

CHAPTER 7 PART 1

A/N: So here it finally chapter 6, sorry for the delay but my Muses seemed had to many shots (ahahah STUPID pun .. I try …) but it may have some grammatical errors here and there, I will go and check It later, I just know that if I don't post it now, I may not have another chance, and I wanted to post it now, not to make you guys wait too long again. So a lot of new revelations, and information to take in, No Yutaka today, but the story (and the next chapter) are all his, so I am sure you'll excuse the little escapade in the lives of the other characters which is still fundamental to the story. Ok enough rambling, I edited the character list adding Yuu and the Ishihara twins in case you were curious. Thank for reading, love you all!