just the other day i drunkenly rode my bike to that little cafe where I first saw you, at least it seems. Last night you unleashed a fury I have never seen unless your on stage!

I'm starting to begin to think that I'm just to tired to carry on!

no friends, no fun, no time, no hope!
no joke.

omg i need people to hangout with... i never go out anymore because my gf can be huge buzzkill alot of the time ( Read more... )

and once again the loss of control was inevitible ( Read more... )

Mariela.... Mariela..... Mariela...... What can I even say here ( Read more... )

I think about these things ( Read more... )

responsibility is my enemy, i see what can so easily be achieved but ache for more ( Read more... )

uncapable of being mature even when the time calls for it.
I'm problematic.

Irresponsible at best.
When there is nothing left to do, I'll sit at the end of the bar with my beer and recall the events of the day.

alcohol is becoming my best friend.

so incase you havent heard this is a trying time for us all.

son of a bitch, i need my bike and my friends more than ever right now.
the things i think about make me shake because of what I know im capable of!

once again ive taken three steps backwards.

its coming together, just a few more weeks and im free.... no fucking legal system can keep me down.
than the money is all mine, all fucking mine.
project TEAM SHAKE is underway... lets hope its amazing.

things are getting a little less stressful and little easier.

shes got a little fight in her, i like that!

Im so friggin excited for TEAM