Inadequacy.
Medication is the key.
Lack of motivation.
Poor judgement.

I've been writing alot.
The true face of anger and empathy.

A step to solving your problems is supposed to be acceptance.
Why does it feel like even more of a problem now?

we've all come to a screeching hault ( Read more... )

this is just a vicious cycle.
this is just a vicious cycle.
this is just a vicious cycle.
this is just a vicious cycle.

its my birthday, its my birthday, its my birthday... IT'S MY FUCKING 21ST BIRTHDAY

I'm having the time of my life.
When in rome we do as the romans, when in hell we do shots at the bar!

I need an outlet.
everyday is a blur.
the fire is fueled by anger.
i'm going to hurt her.
i can feel a violent erruption.

I will be loud. I can be loud. I'AM LOUD!

what the hell is wrong with me?

Can't seem to stay satisfied.
this life is such a lie.

I wake up in the morning after horribly realistic dreams just to realize its better when I'm asleep!

If the horrible things I see when my eyes are shut is better than what I see when they're open, than I'm doing something wrong.

It hurts to be such a dreamer!

I don't think you understand how much of a waste of space you really are. Move to another city so you can fucking fail you stupid cunt! Thats what I get for trying to be fucking nice.

oh well your pathetic ass is gone anyway.

Heres to everyone I love, to everyone I know, to everyone I've ever just met. Stop struggling with what you want the most. Stop settling for just ok. Don't let your addictions, vices, depression, fears and problems get the best of you ( Read more... )

Gosh never again.
its time I try and keep Mariela and I safe!

yep yep. responsibility, responsibility!

I'm tired of all the fucking talk.
stop fucking talking if you can't back it up!

.. this is me with the world on my shoulders
day go by but i dont feel any older
heres to the days and nights we could have shared
empty rooms and tables you were never there

I'm so lost right now.