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putting love up on a shelf
The weather is changing. I can feel it in my bones and see it in my attitude. My whole body and brain seem to get darkest when the days are at their darkest. I don't do well in winter. I need sun. Even if it is through a window ( Read more... ) -
the heart that's breaking never makes a sound
Why is it that I always convince myself that "this time, the office will be great...or just good..."? I'm back working 12 hour days. It keeps me busy and that's great. Plus I am making some money so that I can take time off during the summer. What would I do with time off in the winter? That's just lame. I'll give a very quick update of the general ( Read more... ) -
motherless child...
I have been staring at this page for a while now. I am having the hardest time articulating how I have been feeling the past week or so. I've mostly been swinging between irrationally angry (at him and at myself) and being so sad it hurts. I feel as though I am in an awkward suspension of time. He is not here. So it feels like it did before the ( Read more... ) -
the saddest girl in the world
Kyle and I are no longer together.
He ended things.
I am sick in the tummy and heart.
I don't quite know what do to or how to fix it. -
All this mistletoe...
I'm back in Edmonton. This doesn't feel real. I feel like I'm home on an extended summer vacation. This is so weird ( Read more... ) -
these words are my own
I am sitting here. Dressed and showered. On a saturday. On my holidays. Waiting ( Read more... ) -
shredsof days beginning...
It is officially december. How did that EVEN happen? Seriously? It was just September! School is rapidly coming to a close. I'm not ready for it! It seems so weird to be planning to move while there is snow on the ground. Especially the notion that I will not be going back. I'm not ready to start over or say goodbyes. I don't know if I can handle ( Read more... ) -
we could use an extra hand
I certainly has been a while since I updated. Classes are almost over. The show is over. My last university show. This is both scary and so weird at the same time. This cast was so different from all the others. We just never seemed to unite and conquer. It was sort of a let down in that respect. But I am so honoured to have worked with Kevin again ( Read more... ) -
fire in my belly
I am the following ( Read more... )