so much in the past.

I document so much. and so much more as of recently. I have to let go.

and I have to find a fuckin job.

I live in a state of ambiguity ( Read more... )

if you're different ( Read more... )

P.S.
I HATE YOU.

sincerly,
Christian

(lately when I talk to people,one on one, their heads start to slowy inflate. Become bigger and bigger. I rub my face and get nervous as I try to listen to the conversation ( Read more... )

we are the music makers ( Read more... )

I'm just watching everyone live life ( Read more... )

"I feel like smashing my head in the concrete repeatedly right now"
--"yeah me too"

after crouching down in a target parking lot and and speaking in tongues to him.

too many people are crying.

hah
I love october and everything that comes along with it.

cheap. love
deep ellum
smoky cars
downtown nights
and my green bomb-er jacket that for
the graveyard weather

I have baaad nostaglia for those two.

July 16

"the more I work, the more I feel like a middled aged man.
you know, the man with a billion tv dinners to chose from
but still picking the same flavor:
Wild rice with vegetables.
Only choosing lasagua when feeling cukie

-->no feeling but the feeling of his hair not growing but ( Read more... )