With you... I lose myself

But without you I find myself wanting to be lost again...


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Don is losing weight... CC is gaining muscle by working... hell even Sarah is attempting to try...

Id like to try and get better too. Im just always stuck at home.. so thought an exercise bike would be a good fit for me.

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Well... to have internet at all is a fantastic surprise. I suppose its easier this way. <3

Its definitely easier for me to talk to him than relying on messenger on my phone... my brain is foggy and cant always keep up with the thought process. And its so much easier to talk to him and I can communicate fluid thoughts. And wow... it was really nice ( Read more... )

Got CC up at 2... was half expecting him to do something... ANYTHING productive in the house before work... too much to ask for I guess. I even had to remind him to feed his dog. Hes constantly on his phone.... I see how that annoys you with Sarah so much... cant even watch a movie without him on it... like what could possibly be that important ( Read more... )

And he really didnt deserve it... Jacob was all excited about him having a date friday and I dont know why it set me off but it did. It wasnt even about him having a date.. more him just up and going wherever and doing whatever as he pleases...  while Im stuck here... and always have been without you. I got upset because even when I was borrowing ( Read more... )

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I bet you don't kiss her with your eyes closed
I bet you're still walking on a tightrope
Miss me so much, you've been goin' psycho
You ain't gotta say it, baby, I know (I know, I know, I know)
It's a thin line between all this love and hate
And if you switch sides, you're gon' have to claim your place
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I have also noticed today that my body aches. Mostly my lower back. Ive also felt a bit queasy here and there. Although admittedly I dont think Im sick. I think its either from the dream I had where I had a panic attack in my dream (perhaps I did irl as well?) or probably not eating... I havent ate today. I know you would probably yell at me for ( Read more... )

Well, Monday I made several lists... an attempt to organize my thoughts and my mind...

Monday I finished season 2 of Lost in Space... and now need to find something else to watch as I keep watch on the babies.

I did get to nap so that was nice.

Monday I decided I wanted to get a shadowbox to put the heads of all the flowers you have gotten me in. a ( Read more... )