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my heart
feels like it is constantly in a broken state ( Read more... ) -
sometimes...
there are just things going on you are confused about. life is good... job is ok... only one more day and then a week off and then summer camp. Then i am going to be super busy. but moving in to my place on friday... kinda excited. reconnecting with old friend which i love but wishing for more too... sigh... life is too complicated even when ( Read more... ) -
The last trip almost killed me.
im not sure of my life right now. i took a job in phillie... but it may not be my dream job. its great experience, kids are wonderful, but location... length of stay and possible mulah... leaves some to be desired. i am happy with that though. cali was amazing. i cried alot when i went through all the motions. its definately where my heart is. i ( Read more... ) -
as good as i once was
so.... i turned down a job tonight which was probably the right thing to do. im just tired of not having something i look forward to. im headed to north phillie on monday for an interview and to cali mid-march for interviews and to see if it still feels like home ( Read more... ) -
when it rains...
ah... way too much on my mind today. just when you think things are clearing up. a job, a home, money... all would be nice
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blah
ok... so im totally missing california and im super tired of being in md. i guess i just need to find out what it is i want ( Read more... ) -
sigh
im realizing more and more i need an outlet. and i dont seem to have one right now ( Read more... ) -
feeling lost
there was a time when i thought i had the world all figured out... right now i am not in that place ( Read more... ) -
sigh... i love up state ny
went to see a band on friday in a town near middletown, ny with one of my coworkers... which i have to say is always a good time, but this time we went and saw two bands... and two guys gave me their phone numbers... and they were super nice!! and one was rich and the other was super hot... i feel pretty when i go there :) i need to do that more. ( Read more... ) -
what a week
so there are some things that happen in your life that should not all happen in the same week. first, my house got sprayed with a skunk... and i have had to evacuate it due the fact that the smell is nausiating... and its so strong it actually wakes you out of sleep. its insane. anyway i just got back in today and im dealing as much as possible... ( Read more... )