The Invitation ( Read more... )

i have had such a good couple of weeks lately. its been really good and hard too ( Read more... )

so i got back from cali last night and i am extremely happy. i really missed those people. its funny how you forget how great they actually are. like you know they are great... but being in their presence makes it that much more real. i dont know if that makes sense ( Read more... )

ever realize how small this world is? yesterday i was in target... in rockaway nj... and one of my soriety sisters ran into me... we both were so insanely confused... but it was fantastic :)it was so great to see someone i actually knew ( Read more... )

my heart is so full right now. ive kinda been cramped up in my place all weekend, with a few exceptions, due to the monsoonish rains that occured this weekend. it gave me a decent time to really think... which is truely what i needed... and what my body needed ( Read more... )

crazy dreams lately... i dont know what is going on. if im not making out with people im totally being chased and its like movie style where in the end i start fighting back and i usually win. crazyness ( Read more... )

as for me and mike... were friends... it hurt at first, but hes the one who messed up not me. i dont know how i want him in my life but i will figure that all out as things go by. im trying to focus on other things and not on that which can not change. im not really even mad at him. oddly enough ( Read more... )

I feel like I keep putting myself through the same pain over and over. The thought of him with her makes me sick. And yet I wish he was here to make it better, but I dont know how that could be done. All my dreams for the future seem really gone right now... All my dreams were his dreams too... sigh I just want to get over this and not worry but ( Read more... )

i hope nj is great... im getting kinda nervous.
still loving everything here though, missing cali... and wanting to feel whole again... guess ill have to wait for that to heal

i hate pms... i was so ready to kill everyone yesterday... thank goodness for coffee, krystal, aristotle... and some damn good chocolate.
renn fest tomorrow!!!