So Jimmy you think that I am doing the right thing letting things out and whatnot... I think that right and wrong is simply based on a matter of opinion. Like Caleb...he thinks that me being concerned like I was...is simply me treating him like a child and talking to him like a child...and I thought of it as showing love and concern...so whose ( Read more... )

Well I know that seems like a really strange thing to have as a subject since...yea...I just thought that Jimmy was worth the acknowledgement...since Jimmy has to be one of my best friends from my KoC era. Well best friends in general as well. Well Jimmy this is to you... I cannot believe that you are now as old as my husband...hahaha...yea talk ( Read more... )

I read Queli's comment and that just makes me long for Lincoln and Omaha and friendship and insanity like I know that Sayra would love. I miss that...and I miss being me and just wandering downtown for no reason and having some time to just relax. I know that Sayra would love being there...just as much as I know that Majesty and Queli would love ( Read more... )

I know that is a strange title...for an entry...but I feel like everyone is thinking that I am not caring about Sayra in this situation with my husband. So I would like to make things ABUNDANTLY clear now. I am never going to let anything happen to her and if that comes up...if by some strange chance he turns violent and tries to hurt her or ( Read more... )

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what I don't get is that we WERE fine and now look at us. It is like marriage has ruined us...or Sayra...or perhaps just we were ruined all along and I never saw that until all of this changed and just happened. I think about myself and I really don't understand me. I mean here I am the one who was always so cynical about marriage and children and ( Read more... )

So the low down. My husband is turning out to be just like every other guy I have ever met in my life and no better. Yea you would think that my life were a friggin fairy tale and all but that would be a sad delusion. See he pretty much thinks that I should cook, clean and care for our daughter without complaint because in June he FINALLY got a job ( Read more... )

Things are a bit crazy these days. With Sayra and taking care of the baby Sayra and everything. I am at the library and the librarian lady has her and she is taking her to see everyone. ^_^ I think it is funny. People can really be helpful when they choose to be and little miss Sayra is all about meeting new people ( Read more... )

Have been a home body much the past few weeks I was mobile for a while since Caleb had a work vehicle...but then it died so he took mine.
Apparently my mind went with it...I will have to come back to this later. I can't think.
Peace---
Leahandra
"Luna"

put it this way one day I will look back at this day and hate it even more than I do now...and I wasn't really sure that was possible ( Read more... )