Where do we go? I mean really where does the time go and how is it that 3 years can pass and you have memory of it? I can't believe I just remembered this website and blog...I mean really it is AMAZING ( Read more... )

1. Do you still talk to the person you lost your virginity to ( Read more... )

Myspace...it has me hyponotized...mostly because I can add pictures of my daughter and I. Hmmm...if you really want to know what is up in my life. Basically...Caleb and I are more or less ok these days and we are working to make our marriage work. It isn't an easy fight and the days aren't good sometimes...but thus is marriage life ( Read more... )

Yea...Christina wants me to move my journal there. So if you really want to keep in touch I will keep both my journal and myspace. www.myspace.com/lunachava
You can contact me both places...and Christina is a friend on myspace...those of you who remember her she is worth the change ^_-
Peace everyone.

Well what am I to say today. I came here to add to my journal so that I wouldn't hurt anyone and say mean horrible things and call people things that people shouldn't be called on a regular basis...ok ok...at all. It isn't my husband for once as most of you I am sure are accustomed to...this time? Stupid people. You know you would think that after ( Read more... )

Yea Zim consumes my brain with thoughts of robot gnomes...mindless Gir and CHEESE. You would think thoughts like that would make me have a meltdown...but they just keep me going. So...my buddy Iceman has joined the party and that makes me happy. Tell him Kellie...that I have a memory like no other and if I didn't forget all the wonderful times with ( Read more... )

Sayra as you all know is the only thing keeping my mind about me these days. I have no idea what is going on with me all I do know is that my headaches are getting more frequent and they are lasting longer and longer...I think I would almost describe them as migraines. I take meds and they don't really even manage to dullen the pain. Sayra has ( Read more... )

Yea----we have taken a few steps back. Caleb lost his job on Wednesday and that really makes life harder. I know that things get better and than worse and it is this wretched cycle that seems impossible to end.

So we went to talk to Pastor John Hostettler today and to tell you the truth I think that we made some headway. I like that Pastor John and the church members are able to say things to Caleb in a way that won't make him get all defensive and mad. I like that they care about him no matter what and they are willing to help however they can. They are ( Read more... )

Yea. So today Sayra would have been 26 years old and that is really hard for me to think about. I have no idea sometimes just how fast the time does go and it makes me sad when April hits...and then again when September hits. Because those are the months that make me think of her most...one months is the month that she passed and the other her ( Read more... )