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half a year ago...
I was insecure, depressed, lonely, and misdirected. but now... now I am Happy, truly truly happy. I have an amazing boyfriend who though I often wonder what he sees in me I know he Loves me and is Loyal to me. I have a couple of great friends who I can trust. My daughter is doing well Happy and healthy and learning new stuff everyday. I have a ( Read more... ) -
sociapathic schizophrenic rantings of a tortured heart
I guess Im one messed up individual... dont read this its disorganized shit ( Read more... ) -
assistance... attention
I guess Id settle for either. Im sitting home all by my self, hogging up the phone line vegging out in front of this dial up monstrosity... YAY ( Read more... ) -
now for something more serious
So I've been sitting here for hours listening to the rain and the frogs and I've had a lot of time to think I mean really just think and reflect apon the past 18months of my life and realize that A quote I once heard is actually quite true "When we are born certain things are predetermined, the general features to our appearance, and the basic ( Read more... ) -
just a faded memory
he told me I had a pretty face
smile more girl no frowning now
dont let it fade or waste away
he kissed me soft above the brow
sweeter things I'd never known
my fragile heart found a home
filled the void of his empty soul
and just like that he was gone
hurt at first but move along
file it away bury it deep
just a memory to keep
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my whole body hurts
I am tired, my body is killing me. and I need a job. I feel like a useless lump. okay, so ryan I hope your happy I posted. nothing new however so blah!
