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i just put my dog simba to sleep. fuck my life. he was my first baby. 16 years old 2nd oldest living dog from his breeder. my heart is broken. i don't want to do anything. leaving him on that table was the hardest thing i've ever had to do in my life. i am empty.

more on this later. in a private setting :o)

yeah, its a couple days after the fact. but wednesday night/thursday morning was amazing. and made me super happy. and very satisfied in many ways. ha. word.

sometimes, when i realize i'm in love, it creeps me out. especially when there's nothing i can do about it.

casey, emily and i went to albertsons but decided it was taco bell we wanted. tyler called to see what was up so i invited him along. we had to push start caseys car (little miss sunshine steeez) then we all hopped in and headed for broadway. there was a shit ton of construction so we had to go alllllll the way down just to turn down a side street ( Read more... )

bout fucking time.

So much has happened the past 2 weeks. The most notible has resulted in me deciding to postpone my Austin excursion. My 85 year old grandpa has esophogial cancer. It sucks. imagine being healthy you're whole life and then bam. Cancer. He started radiation a couple days ago, to try to make sure it doesn't spread. Or grow. I think its a tumor. But my ( Read more... )

we got a puppy!

Life has been amazing. My job is so perfect. I roll sushi and serve and make as much money as I made at my other job working half as much. The people are so awesome, I just love working there. My boyfriend is perfect. Still treats me amazingly, still have yet to fight.. he quit smoking pot for me (I didn't even ask him to, he wanted to do it for me ( Read more... )