This place has become my journal, the open door to my mind's wisdom. Other places have become my artist journal and others my insanity journal. So many journals and so much information, so much about me that I put into different places. I guess I like having places to call home even if no one talks to me, it is my home and I'm comfortable. All that ( Read more... )

Life is a puzzle, trying to put the pieces together to make it what you want. As insane and crazy as it gets and no matter how many times the pieces don't fit we still want them to. We want them to go together and be perfect but perfection is just a lie that we try to understand and make real. Pretty ribbons with pretty words would do us better ( Read more... )

This is probably more of a rant of random wisdom and emotion than of anything that has happened. I have found that the answer is still the same everyway I put the question. I have to bring my heart together, my soul that I have broken and make peace with the darkness that I have always seemed to fear or hate. The wisdom of the age and time is very ( Read more... )

HaHa, Today Me and my friend went to the mall. Omg it was insane, we got there about 5 o'clock after going to eat at Taco Bell. With my mom and dad both sick we don't have a lot of food in the house cuz they haven't wanted to go shopping. So we get to the mall and crash at BAM for a while. We met up with another friend and a few random people. Well ( Read more... )

It has been one of those days that things just seem to spiral so quickly down within just minutes. Every time I think about my friends I think about all the good times and all the smiles until I think about how close we are. It seems like every person I know likes me in someway that I don't know about. It is like they are hiding a lot of stuff ( Read more... )

It has been a long time since I posted here and a lot has changed. Friends have disappeared gone down their own paths and few remain to support each other. Through it all we remember them all and they still bring smiles. Though this is a sad fact to our past we still find it a comfort ( Read more... )

Well It has been awhile since I updated this mostly because no one will really be checking it. Most of my friends don't have internet anymore lol to those of you who do Sweetness ( Read more... )

Well about time to update again ( Read more... )

You know college really sucks never thought having your friends around and such would bring you down so hard. I guess you never really lose those old scars or fears. I have been really out-of-it and depressed for 3 days I hope this is just some kinda mood thing ( Read more... )

Well today has been non-eventful and I am just out of it. With only 4 hours of sleep and 3 classes as well as tests coming up I am going to die! LOL! Well anyway - I can't wait until 18th of next month for a certain movie to come out. I have so much on my plate right now I haven't stopped going and running around it seems as well as having 6 or ( Read more... )