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Blahh
Ok so this mom thing can really take a toll on a person. Having only 6 hours of sleep in the past 2 days maks a person really think. Im going through all this custody crap and cant atand the sight of my ex. Makes me want to physically hurt him in many ways. Saying that he needs to take the baby away from me and that him having custody is better and ( Read more... ) -
Fallen?
O boy what in the world is going on with me? Do I need to be slapped back into reality? I told myself that I was done with you and I didnt ever want to get back with you. I broke it off and broke your heart. Now I lay here and think, "do I want you back?" So confused. We have spent all day texting each other just about the little things. Not even ( Read more... ) -
Giant Steps
I dont know why I havent been able to delete your number or why I havent been abe to stop texting you. but now instead of taking baby steps im taking giant ones. Your numbers gone from my phone and I have no way of contacting you. If you text me then it will be easier to ignore because I wont know who it is. You wouldnt leave me alone and it takes ( Read more... ) -
Paramore- Let This Go
Maybe, if my heart stops beating,
it wont hurt this much
And never will i have to
answer again to anyone
Please don't get me wrong
Because i'll never let this go,
but i can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
but now i feel like i don't know you
One day you'll get sick of
saying that everything's alright,
And by then i'm sure i'll be ( Read more... ) -
Jar of Hearts - Chrisina Perri
I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most
I learned to live half a life
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a ( Read more... ) -
Betrayl
You were the love of my life. The one that I was going to let my child call daddy. You sat and told me to my face that there was noone else. I was your sweetheart, your life, the only reason you stayed happy. You said you didnt know how to move on in life without me in it. You wanted to propose to me on Christmas! You said that you would respect my ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
Well today I fell like everything in life is going downhill. Being unemployed and financially in the gutter has really caught up to me today. I havent felt this depressed since the 10th grade and thats not a good point in my life. I just feel like im never going to have anything because I have n money. Even when i get paid my unemployment it ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
How can someone sit there and tell you that you cant be friends with certain people, or that you cant hang out with your best friends anymore? I dont understand that. Youve been friends with these people for years and all of a sudden your told to stop. I mean why isnt that wrong in their eyes? So what if they dont like them, they dont have to be ( Read more... ) -
Me
So you know how every family has atleast ne of their children labeled as the "Problem Child"? Well thats not what I was. I was abused from ages 2-4 by my mother. You see my dads one of those men who has to be by my mother every second and even if shes doing wrong, its always right if its he doing it. My grandmother found out and it all got sent to ( Read more... )