lets start with this past week....my parents were away and i had a drunken parte thingy with tom, keri, amy, and chris.....soo much fun!!!!.....but like no sleep+double work=DEATH

You want to know if I am happy I havent been happy in a long time not because of you I mean youre a bright patch in my life of unhappiness, ..I feel like I cant even smile and mean it half the time, it just hurt being me like when I was at parks lake on Friday and I just snappedjust fell, thinking of you mad at me hurt that and just feeling empty ( Read more... )

I dunno i think about things alot, most of the time over thinking them, but sometimes I feel like tom's just in our relationship for the perks and possibly to get into my pants, but i'm not like that and he should know it. I dont see how he could even like me let alone love me like he said he did. I'm not pretty, i'm full of drama, and i have the ( Read more... )

I love you, what the fuck is that supposed to mean? I mean I understand what love is supposed to be or said to be but I dont get how u can feel it for someone else or even for yourself. I dont know why but that feeling never was set in my head and heart quite right. I like my parents, but dont love them cuz I dont get it same goes for how I feel ( Read more... )

1. If you were an outsider coming into your room for the first time, what would you assume about you? uhh i have a lot of extra time on my hands and i'm creative ( Read more... )

yeah i got my tattoo today...and here it is

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well it's spring break and i was really looking foward to it until it started....not only has it been shitty so far, but my best friend has virtually ignored me all break when i havent seen her in 2 months....wtf....she tells me she'll call and she never does, and i feel like i cant call her cuz i dont wanna waste her minutes, not only that but she ( Read more... )

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Okay there's a lot to this blog but i'll start with something i'm afraid to say....i like this guy, and uh i've liked him for a long time but i just recently realized i still like him and it's been like 6 years off and on...we've been hanging out sometimes lately and i dunno if the feeling is mutual or he thinks of me as just a friend ( Read more... )