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How appropriate...Christmas eve is here and I'm in menstrual pain ( Read more... ) -
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After reading about and experiencing certain incidents I began to wonder, just how weak in general humans tend to be when it comes to rejection. Yeah, yeah I know about our wired reaction, how it's equivalent to physical pain so naturally where's a tendency to lash out at the perceived source. But still, don't we get some practice with rejection as ( Read more... ) -
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Hell here I come! She'll soon be here and this time it's until the beginning of January! Yeah, I might not make it since her Perfect Highness is going to be for so long! Seriously would it kill her to keep her opinions to herself? Oh and just where are all those super mega competent mega gods that I'd be "holding back with my behavior?" Wherever ( Read more... ) -
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Well stand back, she's coming! Yeah, the Perfect one! I dread it already and she'll be here for 10 days! Non-stop father yelling his opinions as a way of discussion, razing, being reminded of just how bad I am etc... Last time she laid off but that was because she needed me to do something for her and even she oh so graciously admits, berating me ( Read more... ) -
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The anxiety attacks are starting. Mrs.-Perfect-for-the-world is coming tomorrow but I'm not yet ready. I don't know why but it's like she is both indifferent and razing! I think so far she tolerates me because my twin is married and father refused to do housework. She is always up and about how perfect she is, her latest achievement/promotion and ( Read more... ) -
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I've been tearing myself up a lot and I see it's going nowhere. Better to try to find something positive even if "everyone can do it" (raised by someone who thought everyone else were always better no matter what can do it to you ( Read more... )
