The pain akin to being punched in the throat and stabbed in the chest...

[lunchbox743]

why do i even bother, why do i try...it always just ends up the same fucking way....i confess, she says 1 of 4 things: 1- she dosen't see me like that, 2- im too good of a friend and she dosent want to risk messing that up, 3- she dosent want a b/f at the moment, or the new 4th reason - she sees me like a (older) brother...then she forgets about

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[hopeinfire]

I know from experience that it's close to impossible to change the way I analyze and feel about things. The only thing that changes it is not allowing myself time to think about it. The busier and more occupied I am, the more I am satisfied with my life and the less I overanalyze shit. That's what works for me

[lunchbox743]

thanks man, but since when is ur name dr. love?

[theuninformed]

since he got a room in a co-ed dorm....

[xbrokensmilesx]

Aww Will I love you. I'm sorry that you're sad.

<3

[xconcealer]

i just bought you the best birthday card ever. i'm still laughing about it. :) cheer up or i'll kick your ass, and you know i can!

[lunchbox743]

ur gonna kick my ass all the way from massachucets? i'd like to see you try, lol. but hey if u wanna kick my ass, i guess that means u'd have to come to s.f, but if u do, u'd better bring ur dad with you

[lunchbox743]

oh, on a side note, thnx for the birthday card!

[xconcealer]

dude. you COULD have come and visited this summer but noooooo you had to go to camp. you should come live out here! :)

:(

[simulatedvacuum]

Yea, it sucks. But you know what, it hurts a lot more to sit back and not say anything at all, and let someone slip away from you.

*muses*

[theuninformed]

woah, john's still alive!