despite my last entry

my boyfriend and I are still in love.
<3

I am no longer content with where I am at in life. I don't have the will to do anything anymore. I don't have an appetite. I can't sleep. I don't listen to music anymore. I don't have any friends. I hate my job. I hate school. I feel uncomfortable at my house. I don't have any friends anymore ( Read more... )

Life doesn't even seem real to me anymore.

I have the greatest boyfriend in the world.

The sky is finally blue and the sun is finally out.

I'm excited.

I hate drunk drivers.

and God is real.

My lovely boyfriend and I played Pretty Pretty Princess last night.

( yeah, you're jealous )

There isn't a single person in the entire world who knows how I'm feeling right now. No one knows this strange feeling I have in my stomach. No one knows how bad I want to scream out loud, how bad I want to cry. I saw the most amazing, the most beautiful thing I have ever seen in my entire life tonight and I have to let everyone know. Things like ( Read more... )

How could you? What the FUCK were you thinking??? Um, obviously not. Use your fucking head. Please. You fucked us up before, you're fucking them up now, and I swear to fucking hell if you fuck this up, this what I have right now, I'll personally break your face. Because I like what I have now. I know, livejournal drama. Lame. Well you know what? I ( Read more... )

So this is it. It's all over....

....now what?