so...since i been home from camp life has been kinda nuetral...been hanging out with people and seeing friends that i hadnt seen in like 3-4 weeks so its been kool, but then i feel like i kould be doing more than just hanging out with my last two weeks of summer, that i should be going out and being productive with it...doing what i do not know... ( Read more... )

i am now back home from camp, although now that im home, i dont feel like im actualy home. like i feel that im just in the place i kall home, but it dosent feel like a home anymore. sure my family is here, but i guess since im never here anymore that its lost the home feeling.but yeah...enough of that stuff and now to camp stories ( Read more... )

so, im off to camp st. francis, soooo not looking forward to this, i dont know. like last year i was hella stoked about going and staffing, it might have had to do with i didnt really know anyone besides my family, but know that i know people, im not as excited, AT ALL. but oh well...i have to go, so i will...arg...

well thats all for now, i have ( Read more... )

oh my god..ozzfest was so awsomely kick ass. im hurting so bad right now, but it was so worth it. id go through the entire story, but i kant..in too much pain, it hurts to move. top three bands of the day were: slipknot, judas priest and of course, black sabbath! yeah...i'll give stores later.

so theres this song on the new slipknot album..its one of the slow/soft songs..yes slipknot did slow and soft songs, weird huh? but thats not tha point...this is a clip of the song that esspecially got to me in a different way than the rest of the song(click the lyrics for the entire song and to hear it):

"She is everything to me The unrequited ( Read more... )

so...i just back from bread camp today...it was soooooo freakin amazing, like you wouldnt believe, you would have had to been there to understand...yeah...and here are some pics:


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well...im off to bread camp in about an hour, i'll be gone all week. i come home on saturday night, but i wont be concious enough to do anything till like sunday night or monday, kuz i;ll be overly tired and prolly emotional(but when am i not?) so yeah...u can still comment on the rest of my posts and such, but i wont be able to read them for a ( Read more... )

so...i been hanging out alot lately, mostely with hollis and bill. the other night me, hollis, bill, and steve crashed at my house. we talked about past girls and that kind of sutff. it was hecka funny, finding out stuff you would never really think about...but then finding somthings out that i didnt want to...i dont care so much now..but its like ( Read more... )

all i kan say is that i wish i didnt set myself up for this shit...why must i remain stuck here..attached to these feelings when it seems pointless...fuck...

fuckin a man....this is all i kan think of right now...how as soon as things begin to look up....somthing happens and bam...back on down the same old road again ( Read more... )