so...summer is good...life is looking up...cept for one thing...i have this weird feeling sitting in my heart so to speak, and i dont know what it is...i feel like ive been stuck in this mindset for too long, that it may be time to move on from these feelings, but i kan't. its almost as if my mind/heart is warning me against dissapointment, a month ( Read more... )

so today i had a reflection moment while i was talking to my grandma...we were stitting there talking, just tellin her what i been up to...and she gives me this kind of weird look, i dont know how to describe it, but then she says 'you know, at one point i used to be able to hold you with one arm'. just kind of brings things together for me, that ( Read more... )

i know i said i wouldnt bitch about my life in my livejournal anymore...well somthings have to be said ( Read more... )

so...today was graduation at carlmont. it was kool, got to see threee of my best friends graduate from high school. me and hollis brough the couch like planned and just about everyone that walked by commented on it, we where a landmark for people to find eachother "yeah im in the back, by the couch"...it was kool. then after we went to nick's house ( Read more... )

so...these last couple of days have been exactly what ive needed. just hanging out with friends, enjoying summer,HAVING FUN! its been good...i have also had alot of time to just sit and reflect on things...mostely extremely late at night, due to photo runs with me and hollis. its been good. been clearin out all the crap in the head....and now, for ( Read more... )

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so...school's finally over...normally i would be happier than ever, the end of my junior year, i'll be a senoir next year, summer waiting to happen, memories waiting to be made...all this would normally just lift my spirits and make me hella happy. but its not so much, all i kan think of now that im out of skool is that almost all of my best ( Read more... )

lunchbox743's LJ stalker is sheenamike!sheenamike is stalking you because they heard you are awesome in bed, and they want to find out. They are also not very liked around here!

LJ Stalker Finder
From Go-Quiz.comif the choosing of who is stalking you is random from the l/j database then this is kinda weird...but yeah ( Read more... )

i'm searching for that somthing to end my task, these decieving smiles, are turning upon me, to keep me numb to the world surronding me,
holding me down, keeping me closed off, controlling my life, and killing my mind, holding me down, keeping me close, controlling my life, and killing my mind, i can't escape my own fate, and i find myself so lost ( Read more... )