i was gonna write about my weekend, but i decided not to. i've decided that im not gonna write about my weekend or what ive been up to in here...i dont know...i just feel that i use this thing to complain about my life, and how i dont know if the girl i like likes me back and that kind of shit..when the girl i like promised god not to have b/f ( Read more... )

hmm...alright, so this is not a good weekend for me...i hate memorial day...not what it stands for, but because of somthing that happend three years ago...some of you know, for those who don't i'll tell you, three years ago on memorial day, my papa passed away...it was/is the sadest and hardest thing i have ever had to deal with, he was like my ( Read more... )

allright so the last two days at skool have been interesting, im starting to think that i need some kind of anger management or somthing kuz i've snapped 2 almost three times in the last two days ( Read more... )

[If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal...]

there is  someone i kan't stop thinking about, i think you know who you are...but yeah...so im posting this...kuz i was told to....

so my cell fone broke yesterday, i got a temp tho, im borowing my grandma's kuz she never uses it..the new number is (650) 255-4132 ( Read more... )

im searching for somthing to allow me to build up to corage to say somthing in english instead of german...hoping it will matter....if you are/know of this somthing,  help me out here...

remember me talking about a song that i was gonna post...well i have it for you, just a reminder i would like you to look into these lyrics and think about them, not just read them for words...ive put peices of myself into this...and i dont care how that may sound to you...enjoy ( Read more... )

song of the week by far ( Read more... )

update time...no not plywood time, update time(only a select few will understand ( Read more... )

well..this weekend was kind of a bust...i feel sadness taking me, and i know what ur prolly thinking..."god damnit...when is will not sad?" and ur right, i am sad or depressed most of the time...idk... .

i find myself finding comfort in two sad songs... and both songs by from autumn to ashes....the chorus from autumn's monologue goes

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