I hate life even moer. I got in trouble with my parents. I have 4 absences. So the school sent a letter ( Read more... )

"In this white wave, I am sinking ( Read more... )

Sigh..my day was uneventful. I did nothing. Nothing atll. I didn't even study like I intended to. I'm gonna fail my Physics test. I forgot my Algebra 2 book at school..have homework due for that class 1A. I also have 3 consecutive dates with Mr. Williams since I failed his exam for lack of studying. I've been slacking off. I need to reshape my life ( Read more... )

Ok, so I thought about it. I realized that my feelings haven't changed. I still love him. He'll never love me. He'll never see me that way. Or maybe he will someday. Or maybe he does already. I don't know. He hasn't given any concrete information. He's not letting on. Or maybe I'm making too big a deal. God knows I've gone off the deep end this ( Read more... )

Today was a good day for the most part. I found out a few lessons from Wendy, found out what people really were my friends. Thanks Wendy, for teaching me a wonderful lesson on friends. LOL, we're evil. Then I came home and fought with my mom over my Halloween costume. I no longer want to dress up. She's making me due to some bullshit. I have to go ( Read more... )

Sigh ( Read more... )

ACT TOMORROW! I'M SO GONNA FAIL THAT SHIT. : ( I hope I own that test up.

Sigh...I don't understand some things. I'm confused. I need some time to think about what I want, what I need, and what I don't need. I'm sad though. I don't know what to think about what's going on at school. I feel so screwed up. I don't want to report on what's happened today because nothing good happened today. I got lectured quite a few times ( Read more... )

I give up. I'm tired of fighting for you. I quit. Don't ask me about this.

What drives me ( Read more... )