OMG i have been home for like 30 hours and am dying awant to go back to lincoln. i miss everyone so much and OMG had another sex dream about that one person who i was like what no i thought that was all gone noo grr but funny cause if i told him he would freak out, or it would all come true, ewwwwwwww!

OMG I just got stuck in a fucking elevator for 15ish minutes. it was so damn scary i am also trying to write this fast because the day of silence is in like 15 min. as well so i am going to attempt to write this fast. Today was also the RHA end of the year Banquet. It was so much fun i got to dress up and i looked hot. Damn. I look so good. ( Read more... )

So the past few days have been filled with all kinds of craziness and I didn’t know how to deal with some of it. Starting with Thursday night was odd because I had to go to bed early because I had to go to Skutt to do a presentation. But I took some Ni quill to make me sleep better. Woke up Friday at 5:00 am so I could be at Skutt by 6:50 ( Read more... )

Let’s see where do I begin… Today was probably one of my better days in about 5 ½ weeks. Give or take a few days. You ever just wake up and know that everything is going to be ok. Knowing that things are going to turn out for the best. I wake up a little later than planned but still have time to completely get ready for the day ( Read more... )

I dont know what i am feeling anymore. Everytime there are feelings of great happyness it has to go somewere bad right away. I just cant grasp how things can be going so great and nothing can feel so right and then night falls and random feelings come creaping into my head, feelings that i know i have no reason to feel. i have nothing to make me ( Read more... )

Having only been in Omaha for not even an Hour all i can think about is getting back to lincoln. I am seriously considering getting back into my truck and driving back to lincoln. God my mom is being such a bitch about my hair omg no my hair is read big fucking deal get over it. God i just want to get away right now god i cant wait to graduate ( Read more... )