i'm getting a new journal soon.

i reactivated my livejournal tonight, as you can see. no idea why, but i felt its absence. aside from the lack of livejournal, i felt a large part of me went missing. i've been trying to get it back but maybe it's something that's never going to come back... fully. i lost my desire to write. i write to make sense of the things i think, you know? as ( Read more... )

i wish i could go back a decade ( Read more... )

skip to the end of the night. skip to the part where i'm sitting in the dark outside of my uncle's house waiting for my mom to come out. car on, music playing, and it's the good life. it's tim spillin' his soul to anyone that *might* tune in. the song was 'needy' and it was the acoustic version. never heard the regular version, probably never ( Read more... )

it felt good waking up to this, knowing that someone out there cares about what i'm doing. i'm her muse for the week
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it's my day off and i'm sitting here true. i cleaned my room all morning and i'm about to head downstairs to do a few hours worth of dishes. then i dunno. i'll see how creative i can be with the very few supplies i have left. i wanna make things again. it's been so long.

(edit) didn't make anything, ugh. after the dishes i exercised and was so worn ( Read more... )

so i went over jenn's yesterday and wandered around her yard taking pictures. i got bitten up a ton but it's worth it, just so long as i don't get the west nile virus. ! that would suck.

anyway, i'll post pictures when i get done work tonight.

look for them!

i'm pretty sick right now due to not eating. i don't know why i wait until i get to this point everytime, heh. foolishness i guess! i'm gonna go downstairs and make something and talk about plans. my mom and i are off so hopefully we won't waste the day being indoors and we'll actually do something. i wanna take a day trip soon. next paycheck. but ( Read more... )

you know what you are to me.
don't make me say it (over and over again)

...it's way too late or much too early.
you know how i get when i'm left alone to my vices

some people are awful human beings.

and if you think this is about you,
it is.