i needed this start.

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i wanna take pictures, write more and start having conversations again. i feel like i've been quiet for too long. i haven't been expressing myself in any way and it's been.... it's rough. i've started projects and never finished them. i don't like this route; the one i take that has me working all the time and feeling lethargic. i think i cover for ( Read more... )

so i definitely abandoned this thing. i stopped writing, stopped leaving traces of weakness behind. it's good *i* think. anyway, i've been thinking about bringing this back for awhile now but never really did anything about it. story of the story of my life. !

i've been passing the time well. back to making things, which is always a good thing. i ( Read more... )

no real motive behind this one. i'm just writing because i'm awake right now with no one to talk to. i should really be deleting files but i just end up overwhelmed. i'm thinking of buying an external harddrive... that's like $100, right? either that or a new computer altogether. a cheap macbook? haha, "cheap". well it would be the clean slate i'm ( Read more... )

i don't even know what to say, or how to start. heh. pretend that makes sense for a minute, okay? i'll just tell you that it's been a blur since august. and the only explanation i can give you is that i've just been living. -took me long enough, right? all i ever talked about was living... and really,  that was the extent of it. i never made any of ( Read more... )

more trickery.

i know this is trickery.

i should really be getting to bed right now. i should be climbing up and then climbing under. i mean, i DO have work tomorrow. sure it's at 4 but i take one thousand years. exactly that.
no more,
no less.

i'm updating because it's been awhile. is there anyone keeping up with me still? say 'i'... -say something, ya deadbeats.

i woke up this morning two ( Read more... )

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