So ive been away ( Read more... )

I wonder do i experience anthing really... even though i try so hard ( Read more... )

Its funny how i walk around smiling all the time... everyone sees me this way. Im so nice, im so sweet, such a "perfect room mate", "bangin' girlfriend", "most interesting person", "lovely girl"... this is not what i see... not what i live with... not what i remember ( Read more... )

Alright ive been provoked into writing in here... Autumn isnt all too exciting these days. all she does is work, sleep, attend classes and study for those classes. All of wich are paying off. I will most likely get a promotion as soon as my boss gets around to doin the hiring... Im doing awesome in all my classes. Im pulling like a 3.5 in calc wich ( Read more... )

Live journal hardly is worth the time when no one i care about bothers to update, or even to read mine. I dont have the free time to sit and write for fun, or i would. But i thought i should now, tonight. Im not sure why. Just to say, im going to make it... im going to make it big. on my own terms.

move in week proved to be a success in all ways ( Read more... )

My room mate moved in today ( Read more... )

Sometimes i wish it were ok to give up.
To stop trying would be some kind of relief ive never experienced.
Ive never run on full capacity
and i cant catch up.
Ill just die trying in the end.
To stop trying would be some kind of relief ive never experienced.

Look at me now... do you see me here, lost ( Read more... )

So now that im back in East Lansing, i will be updating in here again ( Read more... )