Even now, with the sedatives, and the numness, I know that I am not happy ( Read more... )

You there... yes you ( Read more... )

Making my way through.
Getting by just barely,
but the time flies too fast to grab onto anything.
In passing, butter-up with sincerity the friends who saw you as lost,
they can help you hold on.
Time is the test? is it not?

Still looking for a job friends, and gettting desperate... Have any ideas? Help would be greatly appreciated.

I wish to merely no what to do. Whats the best way to do things, before i meet the consequences... so many ways that things can go ( Read more... )

oh, how i wish i could sleep right now... im so very tired. Im just not used to getting like zero sleep, and now i cant fall asleep for the life of me. Finals are a terrible time. Ive studied to the point of shut down. Like im awake but my brain isnt ( Read more... )

Everything can always be worked out.

The ole livejournal aye? I wish i still had time for random poetry these days... but if i did update regularly you would all be very annoyed with many mushy words of love. I think and i think and i think... about Wally ( Read more... )

Looking up.
Looking down.
Contradiction all around.
The Man cant keep me on the ground,
not long enough to kick me while im lying there.
My love is quick to pick me up.
Society can be niave, but i am so aware.

She woke from the deepest sleep you can imagine ( Read more... )

It astounds me just how much effort a person might go to in order to make me feel like shit. Every concious effort i make in a day is to make someone happy... give someone something positive... nomatter who that person may be or what they have done or i feel they have done to me in the past. I never want to hurt someone ( Read more... )