I guess the most terrifying thing is wondering ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in ages, I think. Your guess is as good as mine as to why. I love writing. Thinking about it now, it used to be my release for a lot of frustration or excitement or what have you. Maybe I just haven't been any of those. Who knows ( Read more... )

work work work, all the time. and the only comfort i seem to find is the tall glass of crazy i drink every morning.

i wish you were here

no periods no capitals no formalities

just you and me
like it was
yesterday

All the songs say the same thing "blah blah blah I love you and I'm not worthy blah blah blah." That's not at all what I'm trying to tell you here. What I'm trying to tell you is "blah blah blah I love you blah blah blah." This worthy and unworthy crap just isn't the point. Nothing else is the point. It doesn't matter if you don't like dancing and ( Read more... )

it's amazing the places that i've looked for happiness. in the end, it's always been a warm bed, i guess. so come warm my bed.

It's hard not to miss you every day. And I have to admit that I've given in to it every day that I haven't seen you. And I have told myself every day that I could stop any time I wanted to. And I have told myself every day that starting tomorrow, I would stop. But I knew I wouldn't and I think you knew, too. That's why, I think, you held me as ( Read more... )

I had the most horrible thought today. I thought what if you were gone - what if you died? How would I handle it, baby? I realized I wouldn't. I wouldn't handle it at all. I come to you when I am sad. And it would break me. So I decided that you should live forever. Because I don't want to be without you.

"It's not you. It's me ( Read more... )

i am not a victim ( Read more... )