I was bored, goggle'd some quizzes(along with getting most from one of jenny's old posts), check out the results:


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I think that I need to go talk to someone, I have been sitting in my room for almost an hour, all by myself. And I have to admit, it is really really boring and depressing, my mind starts to think about what I want to do. And the sad thing is that... I know what i want to do, I knwo who i want in it. But I just dont see certain people sticking ( Read more... )

Here I am, waiting for you ( Read more... )

I was just wondering, why me? This is kind of in line with my last post, but this time I am even more depressed, WAY more depressed. I have no real feeling anymore, it seems. Ryan made another fucking moronic choice, go figure. I am gonna make myself scarce at lunch, now, because people have been bugging me, cause I dont eat lunch. I dunno, I have ( Read more... )

It is wrong to project your suicidal thoughts onto others so I am gonna keep this brief. Not in a good moob, if you didnt notice, it's late, Bryan and brent are trying there best to help me but it isnt working. I dont know what exactly I need, a counselor, someone who can just sit and listen(without getting creeped out or anything). The whole ( Read more... )

Well, peoples it's official, I am spineless. I cant do it, I am such a big fucking coward, great self image aint it ( Read more... )

I feel bad. Really really bad. I hope she knows that I dont mean any of the jokes about her. I miss the good 'ol days, when we would be able to hang out for hours. I dont know these last few days are really really depressing.

You know what i am shocked to hear myself say this, but I want to go back to school. After being so busy for so long, I am about ready to scream of being so damn bored ( Read more... )

Reminds me of When You're around by My Chemical Romance, doesnt it? I will never understand it, the power of a person that likes to use people eh? Boy, this reminds me of something oddly familiar doesnt it ( Read more... )

This will be the last update I make on this stupid journal, I find it dumb and since nobody checks it, I mightas well just quit. Most of my friends I will see in real life anyway so whats the use?

"The thought of suicide is much more pleasing over the thought of rejection by her."