Change is good, change is good, change is good- my new mantra. EVERYTHING IS CHANGING AND I AM TRYING TO KEEP UP!! The easy part was marrying Ben, big duh but now not only do I have a new husband, I am getting a new city, new job, potentially new degree.....I have to find new things to do, places to go, hopefully some new friends. Boo. Ben is ( Read more... )

I am typing this on my iTouch! I feel crazy high tech, I don't even recognize myself! I am in love with it though. I am having a good emotion day but lately I have been so moody. I am pretty sure it has to do with all the upcoming changes like school, moving, marriage etc. All good stuff it's just .......well I sure do hate having to wait so long ( Read more... )

Ok! Now I really want a BSG icon!!!! On a separate train of thought, I will look into British Columbia, thanks folks!

If you all didn't know, Humboldt State is planning on doing some major cutting of programs, and my nursing program is one of them! I am so upset. I am upset by the direction that our society is going. Crap in a bucket ( Read more... )

I am sitting on the floor in the living room of the house on Henry St. where I no longer live. Ben is in the kitchen cleaning the fridge and I am taking a break. We have already cleaned the bathroom, office, and bedroom. Now we are working on the kitchen. We are KICKING ASS!! And acting silly to boot. We had a nice morning and connected in a way ( ( Read more... )

Things have settled down a bit but heart ache is always around the corner. My sisters are going through some grief right now so I want to be strong for them. I have been packing up my things and taking 4-5 boxes over at a time whenever I go to my parents house. They have made a large space in their garage for me to put my things. So far I am not ( Read more... )

I am so warmed and a bit teary about the support that you are all giving me. I hardly ever post on this journal or comment on yours and yet you all are supporting me like we live next door to each other. I am touched by your wonderful comments. This is all not turning out so horrible yet but I am holding my breath. I made it through two days of ( Read more... )

You all are great- thanks for your supportive comments. Just wanted to update. I left home last night and am staying at my parent's house. It was just too hard being with him and trying to function at the same time. IT WAS THE HARDEST THING EVER TO DO ESPECIALLY WHEN HE STARTED CRYING! I didn't know how horrible my heart could feel. I came here ( Read more... )

The only way to describe how I am feeling is that I have fallen into a black abyss and I don't know how to get out. The person that usually provides me with comforting words and hugs is the person inflicting the gut wrenching pain. So his comfort makes me cry harder. I am in an alternate universe where things aren't quite right. He loves me still, ( Read more... )

I have really jumped back into work man oh man. If I am not working I still seems to have to go into work for one thing or another. And the holiday schedule seems to make me work more, except not really. But now with grad school on my mind, studying for the GRE, holiday season time, etc. I was starting to feel overwhelmed again. So I decided to not ( Read more... )