I feel like I wanna smack somebody ( Read more... )

almost august.... i havn't done this in a long time ( Read more... )

ok for a wile now i've been thinking about a lot of stuff. about how most of my friends don't really like me, about why they don't like me, about how i'm probably never going to see two of them after this year and just everything. brit said that she doesn't concider me her friend anymore because i talk about people. she was my closest friend so i ( Read more... )

today was field day it started out ok but quickly got much MUCH wose... i went into homeroom and for some reason gina didn't want to talk to me today (prolly cause lina was there) so i basically jus sat there staring at the wall. then we went to the talent show i was gonna sit w/ gina and sarah m but sarah being the deaf dumb and blind person she ( Read more... )

we broke up months ago and i still miss him i'm so stupid i lost the best thing i ever had and now he's w/ someone else and everytime i see him w/ her i want to cry... he means that much to me and he never cared enough to know... i still love you...

i am a hypocrite.that pretty much sums everything up. i hated a person for doing this to me and now i go and do it to someone else. i seriously hope that she doesn't hate me for it. i mean i understand why she would hate me cause i was and still am in her position. i hated the person who did it to me so i can see where she's comming from. but now ( Read more... )

well my dad's new favorite hobby is telling me that i'm a "stupid fat bitch". well gee thanks what a confidence boost. he decided that joany was going to be my sponser for confirmation and i have nothing against that except for the fact that she's not going to be there because she lives in ohio and can't be bothered to come out for my confirmation ( Read more... )

OMG THAT WAS THE BEST 21 HOURS I HAVE EVER HAD!i'll admit it was way more fun then i thought... i thought i was gonna absolutly hate it and i it actually was really fun! the music wasn't all that great but just being there w/ G and lina was fun! maybe i was wrong before maybe there's still hope! well i'm short on time so a little overview i guess ( Read more... )

omg today was the hardest day off i've ever had! got up early sanded stripped and painted the boat; cut the grass; washed the truckes and cleaned the house. i'm soooo wicked tired and it's not even 8:30 yet! o well i still have to pack anyways... my parents are finally letting their grip a little looser! WOO! they're letting me to w/ regina to the ( Read more... )

well today i had to empty out my room and i found a whole box of note/letter/card/pictures i forgot i had. i saved mostly everything anybody wrote me and i guess i put it all in this box. anyway i opened it up and i spent like two hours just going through and reading all the stuff in the box which made me start crying. i realized how much i missed ( Read more... )