when i was with you for so long , i lied to myself and made you out to be something you were so far from. i always knew you were a liar but i lied to MYSELF to make myself believe that you were worth it, when in reality, you are a piece of shit. not to mention the biggest dog i've ever encountered. i love how you went from begging for me back to ( Read more... )

i love desperate housewives<3

maybe tomorrow i wont dread
today as much as i did
waking up alone in the glow
of a cold november
learning to fall into love ( Read more... )

at like 2, ilana and i went to the gym and basically did nothing cause we're lazy asses.. funny times though, really funny.. after we stopped at starbucks to see if this guy she thinks is hot was there, but he wasnt :( thenn we went back to her house and pigged out like whoa, and watched some porn, including the paris hilton video.. i'm so saddened ( Read more... )

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so thanksgiving was so bad. haha no, seriously. i woke up and the yelling started extra early this year.. honestly, this family is absolutely INSANE. i got in trouble at like 9am and went nuts and started screaming.. then at like 12:30 or something we went to my uncles house. that was just a disaster in itself, but part of it was cool. im being so ( Read more... )

so i was just watching 60 minutes cause it happened to be on.. and there was this thing about abercrombie, and all the cases against them because they try to uphold the "all american" image, rarely hireing anyone other than white. so what? i mean its perfectly fine for there to be stores with all black people working there, which targets primarily ( Read more... )

so i've talked to keith for, what, 5 minutes today? whatever ( Read more... )

you kissed me and
every piece went back in place
every pain got erased
okay today was, absolutely, freezing. i woke up today totally unprepared to take whatever tests i've missed recently. 4th period came around, and we had a sub which took weight off me cause i obviously couldnt retake the test. then 5th period i was so upset cause i KNEW i was ( Read more... )

doesnt it ever stay?
must it always fade away?i think i'm getting a little too personal in this journal, and that needs to stop. i'm gunna update regulary but it's not going to be filled with depressing things as it has been for a while. i've never thrown my emtions out like this before, and i'm not comfortable with it.. so thats why i have a new ( Read more... )