The government makes me sick. I love America, don't get me wrong. But I do not agree at ALL with what we are doing. On the cover of USA Today the hideliner was:
"U.S. aim in Iraq: 'Lightning' action Don't look for another Persian Gulf War. Instead, the scenario will include high-tech weapons, snap intelligence, swift movement and propaganda.Ok, now ( Read more... )

why do i always find myself in this position. i hate being depressed, so i try being happy. i really do. but i still have thoughts of suicide just crossing my mind. i don't want to kill myself & i try to be greatful for my life but at times it seems like the only escape & logical way to get rid of all the pain ( Read more... )

Things are great. Besides the whole Shan situation. Today at lunch everyone was making fun of her, calling her a beast and shit. Then Leah was talking to Jade about how Shan hangs out with Jeremy all the time now & I was like to Leah "I heard from madd people that shan likes him" and she was like "Yeah I know, you wanna be straight?" and I was like ( Read more... )

The last entry and on from here will be Friends Only. Too much controversy going on right now with people reading things in my journal, so the easiest thing to do is to make it so people can't read it. For the people who don't have LJ that read this, I'll be making a journal with the same exact content, i won't be posting the link, so i'll give it ( Read more... )

Yeah, I decided that if people are going to read shit about my life, oh well. If they have a problem with something they see, or want to know more than I wrote, then fuck them because i'll write whatever I want people to know in here. So don't question anything unless i bring it up to youBut anyways, me melissa and pat went to the movies because ( Read more... )

YEA, WELL THIS JOURNAL IS NOW BECOMING FRIENDS ONLY. YOU CAN THANK THE PEOPLE THAT GO AROUND SENDING MY JOURNAL TO OTHER PEOPLE FOR THEM TO READ. I PURPOSLY WRITE CERTAIN THINGS IN HERE, KNOWING SOME PEOPLE DON'T HAVE ACCESS TO READ THE SHIT I SAY. SO THANKS ALOT ( Read more... )

i have people jumping up my ass about everything, i dont know what im allowed and what im not allowed to say, my parents are suddenly gettin on my back about everything and actually starting to 'care about me', shans not talking to me, my period is fucked up by miles, i cant think straight, i've been having trouble sleeping, i've gained 15 pounds, ( Read more... )

hey guys! once again, sorry for the update! I'm soo friggen happy you don't even understand. Me and Brian are going out! Yeah i know, i haven't written about him in here only because i kinda didn't want some people knowing i liked him.. but see the thing is, Brian is Shannon's like ex-boyfriend/love of her life. And me and shannon are best friends ( Read more... )

hey sorry for not updating, i've been really busy lately. Friday I sleptover melissas and we hung around her house the whole night. We're really close now so it's real fun always bein with her. Then Saturday I went to my friends house.. yeah that was really fun. lol. Yeah and now here i am.. just sittin around. Theres really nothing to say.. so im

first day of school. SUCKED. man it fuckin reaks. my french class is flooded with freshman, which kinda sucks because i wanna be with my friends. but i know a couple people. theres absolutly nobody in my gym class or my study hall. but in gym i have trent & mike to talk to so eh, it'll be cool for co-ed activities. This girl Sarah that i used to be ( Read more... )