It's been a hectic these last couple of days.  Yesterday morning my mom came in my room with one of the senior pictures that Brandon gave me.  She had pointed out that it said 2001 on the one.  Yes, so she knew he isn't a senior this year.  I told her not to tell my dad and that had me in a bad mood all day.  I came home and just cried for hours.  ( Read more... )

Yesterday might just have been the best day I've had in a LONG time.  I like pretty much woke up at like the ass crack of dawn, so it was a long day of working and cleaning and whatnot, but soon Brandon got up and came over and we went to Rachel's.  I haven't hung out w/ her actually in so friggin long.  I was happy.  We got stoned at her house and ( Read more... )

I'm feeling kind of different today.  Okay, I'm feeling VERY different.

Hung out with Frank yesterday to waste time before getting to see Brandon.  How mean am I? haha  Well, I got to see Brandon, luckily...Mike was with him. (Rolles eyes)  I think what happened between me and Mike kind of screwed up the way I think about him.  *Cough, loser.*  We ( Read more... )

I can't stand trying to pretend I don't have feelings for someone...it's the hardest thing!  Brandon and me obviously have some kind of thing for eachother, but him being as old as he is, I think I kind of have to hide it.  I'm not sure though, I mean...I know there are especially times where I should just act like I'm there for the hell of it ( Read more... )

Haven't written in here in a while...a couple of days ago I applied for the As Hot As Sex community and didn't make it.  Unfortunately, I am not as hot as sex.  Boo hoo.

Valentines Day.  I didn't expect it to be as good as it was.  Brandon ended up getting me a playboy bunny belly button ring. 
We went out to dinner (w/ Cassy) and he stayed the ( Read more... )

Today I joined the As Hot As Sex community!! 

I give myself three days  to feel better, or else I swear I'm driving off a fucking cliff
Coz if I can't learn to make myself feel better, how can I expect anyone else to give a shit?
And I scream for the sunlight, or a car to take me anywhere
Just get me past this dead and eternal snow
Coz I swear that I'm dying, slowly but it's happening
And if the ( Read more... )

I didn't think a Tuesday night could be that extravagent...

Class was horrible.  I felt like I was going to die, and Michelle and Jessica threw a fit about something that neither me, or Cassy, had anything to do with.  At least I got caught up though.  (I wasn't high this time..)  After class we smoked with Dave Hall and Justin at Cassy's.  That ( Read more... )

I don't know how I got sick, but I'm very angry that it had to happen at such a time.  Last night Brandon had to run into Yale, so he picked me up so I could go and get some Day-Quil and cough drops.  He's such a sweetheart, he smoked a bowl with me even though I was sick.  It did make me feel better too...I guess the remedy wasn't the cough drops ( Read more... )

Things just can't stop getting crazier. Saturday, Cassy's house was hoppin. There were probably between 40 and 50 people there. (And we only thought there would be a couple people hangin out.) Frank, Todd, and Steve got pulled over. Brandon got pulled over, then the cops came to Cassy's after most poeple left...and then me, Cassy, and Brandon ( Read more... )